Frontier and pioneer life -- West (U.S.) -- Fiction; Western stories
“A good wife cometh from the Lord, sir, SURE! I thought I appreciated
mine, but I guess I didn't. She had two things she wanted, and one I
did want myself; but the other--I couldn't seem to bring my mind to it,
no--anyhow! We hadn't any children but one that died four years ago,
a little baby. Ever since she died my wife has had a longing to have
a stained-glass window, with the picture, you know, of Christ blessing
little children, put into our little church. In Memoriam, you know.
Seems as if, now we've lost the baby, we think all the more of the
church. Maybe she was a sort of idol to us. Yes, sir, that's one thing
my wife fairly longed for. We've saved our money, what we COULD save;
there are so many calls; during the sickness, last winter, the sick
needed so many things, and it didn't seem right for us to neglect them
just for our baby's window; and--the money went. The other thing was
different. My wife has got it into her head I have a fine voice. And
she's higher church than I am; so she has always wanted me to INTONE. I
told her I'd look like a fool intoning, and there's no mistake about
it, I DO! But she couldn't see it that way. It was 'most the only point
wherein we differed; and last spring, when she was so sick, and I didn't
know but I'd lose her, it was dreadful to me to think how I'd
crossed her. So, Mr. Lossing, when she got well I promised her, for a
thank-offering, I'd intone. And I have ever since. My people know me so
well, and we've been through so much together, that they didn't make any
fuss--though they are not high--fact is, I'm not high myself. But they
were kind and considerate, and I got on pretty well at home; but when
I came to rise up in that great edifice, before that cultured and
intellectual audience, so finely dressed, it did seem to me I could NOT
do it! I was sorely tempted to break my promise. I was, for a fact.” He
drew a long breath. “I just had to pray for grace, or I never would have
pulled through. I had the sermon my wife likes best with me; but I know
it lacks--it lacks--it isn't what you need! I was dreadfully scared and
I felt miserable when I got up to preach it--and then to think that you
were--but it is the Lord's doing and marvellous in our eyes! I don't
know what Maggie will say when I tell her we can get the window. The
best she hoped was I'd bring back enough so the church could pay me
eighteen dollars they owe on my salary. And now--it's wonderful! Why,
Mr. Lossing, I've been thinking so much and wanting so to get that
window for her, that, hearing the dean wanted some car-pentering done, I
thought maybe, as I'm a fair carpenter--that was my trade once, sir--I'd
ask him to let ME do the job. I was aware there is nothing in our
rules--I mean our canons--to prevent me, and nobody need know I was the
rector of Matin's Junction, because I would come just in my overalls.
There is a cheap place where I could lodge, and I could feed myself for
almost nothing, living is so cheap.
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