So much for the commencement of this long whim-wham. After the initial
conception, and the stirring up of the man’s sluggish temperament to put
it in practice, the whole matter evolves itself in a natural train. We
may suppose him, as the result of deep deliberation, buying a new wig,
of reddish hair, and selecting sundry garments, in a fashion unlike his
customary suit of brown, from a Jew’s old-clothes bag. It is
accomplished. Wakefield is another man. The new system being now
established, a retrograde movement to the old would be almost as
difficult as the step that placed him in his unparalleled position.
Furthermore, he is rendered obstinate by a sulkiness, occasionally
incident to his temper, and brought on, at present, by the inadequate
sensation which he conceives to have been produced in the bosom of Mrs.
Wakefield. He will not go back until she be frightened half to death.
Well; twice or thrice has she passed before his sight, each time with a
heavier step, a paler cheek, and a more anxious brow; and in the third
week of his non-appearance, he detects a portent of evil entering the
house, in the guise of an apothecary. Next day, the knocker is muffled.
Toward nightfall comes the chariot of a physician, and deposits its
big-wigged and solemn burden at Wakefield’s door, whence, after a
quarter of an hour’s visit, he emerges, perchance the herald of a
funeral. Dear woman! Will she die? By this time, Wakefield is excited to
something like energy of feeling, but still lingers away from his wife’s
bedside, pleading with his conscience, that she must not be disturbed at
such a juncture. If aught else restrains him, he does not know it. In
the course of a few weeks, she gradually recovers; the crisis is over;
her heart is sad, perhaps, but quiet; and, let him return soon or late,
it will never be feverish for him again. Such ideas glimmer through the
mist of Wakefield’s mind, and render him indistinctly conscious that an
almost impassable gulf divides his hired apartment from his former home.
“It is but in the next street!” he sometimes says. Fool! it is in
another world. Hitherto, he has put off his return from one particular
day to another; henceforward, he leaves the precise time undetermined.
Not to-morrow,--probably next week,--pretty soon. Poor man! The dead
have nearly as much chance of revisiting their earthly homes, as the
self-banished Wakefield.
Would that I had a folio to write, instead of an article of a dozen
pages! Then might I exemplify how an influence, beyond our control, lays
its strong hand on every deed which we do, and weaves its consequences
into an iron tissue of necessity. Wakefield is spellbound. We must leave
him, for ten years or so, to haunt around his house, without once
crossing the threshold, and to be faithful to his wife, with all the
affection of which his heart is capable, while he is slowly fading out
of hers. Long since, it must be remarked, he has lost the perception of
singularity in his conduct.
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