Now Faith didn’t care anything about Dan,——except the quiet attachment
that she couldn’t help, from living in the house with him, and he’d
always petted and made much of her, and dressed her like a doll,——he
wasn’t the kind of man to take her fancy; she’d have maybe liked some
slender, smooth-faced chap; but Dan was a black, shaggy fellow, with
shoulders like the cross-tree, and a length of limb like Saul’s, and
eyes set deep, like lamps in caverns. And he had a great, powerful
heart,——and, oh! how it was lost! for she might have won it, she might
have made him love her, since I would have stood wide away and aside for
the sake of seeing him happy. But Faith was one of those that, if they
can’t get what they want, haven’t any idea of putting up with what they
have,——God forgive me, if I am hard on the child! And she couldn’t give
Dan an answer right off, but was loath to think of it, and went flirting
about among the other boys; and Dan, when he saw she wasn’t so easily
gotten, perhaps set more value on her. For Faith, she grew prettier
every day; her great brown eyes were so soft and clear, and had a wide,
sorrowful way of looking at you; and her cheeks, that were usually pale,
blossomed to roses when you spoke to her, her hair drooping over them
dark and silky; and though she was slack and untidy and at loose ends
about her dress, she somehow always seemed like a princess in disguise;
and when she had on anything new,——a sprigged calico and her little
straw bonnet with the pink ribbons and Mrs. Devereux’s black scarf, for
instance,——you’d have allowed that she might have been daughter to the
Queen of Sheba. I don’t know, but I rather think Dan wouldn’t have said
any more to Faith, from various motives, you see, notwithstanding the
neighbors were still remonstrating with him, if it hadn’t been that Miss
Brown——she that lived round the corner there; the town’s well quit of her
now, poor thing!——went to saying the same stuff to Faith, and telling
her all that other folks said. And Faith went home in a passion,——some
of your timid kind nothing ever abashes, and nobody gets to the windward
of them,——and, being perfectly furious, fell to accusing Dan of having
brought her to this, so that Dan actually believed he had, and was cut
to the quick with contrition, and told her that all the reparation he
could make he was waiting and wishing to make, and then there came floods
of tears. Some women seem to have set out with the idea that life’s a
desert for them to cross, and they’ve laid in a supply of water-bags
accordingly, but it’s the meanest weapon! And then, again, there’s men
that are iron, and not to be bent under calamities, that these tears can
twist round your little finger. Well, I suppose Faith concluded ’t was no
use to go hungry because her bread wasn’t buttered on both sides, but she
always acted as if she’d condescended ninety degrees in marrying Dan, and
Dan always seemed to feel that he’d done her a great injury; and there it
was.
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