Mr. Gabriel, he stepped across and went and sat down behind Faith, and
laid his hand lightly on her arm. Perhaps he didn’t mind that he touched
her,——he had a kind of absent air; but if any one had looked at the
nervous pressure of the slender fingers, they would have seen as much
meaning in that touch as in many an embrace; and Faith lifted her face
to his, and they forgot that I was looking at them, and into the eyes
of both there stole a strange, deep smile,——and my soul groaned within
me. It made no odds to me then that the air blew warm off the land from
scented hay-ricks, that the moon hung like some exhumed jewel in the sky,
that all the perfect night was widening into dawn. I saw and felt nothing
but the wretchedness that must break one day on Dan’s head. Should I warn
him? I couldn’t do that. And what then?
The sail was up, we had left the headland and the hills, and when they
furled it and cast anchor we were swinging far out on the back of the
great monster that was frolicking to itself and thinking no more of us
than we do of a mote in the air. Elder Snow, he says that it’s singular
we regard day as illumination and night as darkness,——day that really
hems us in with narrow light and shuts us upon ourselves, night that
sets us free and reveals to us all the secrets of the sky. I thought
of that when one by one the stars melted and the moon became a breath,
and up over the wide grayness crept color and radiance and the sun
himself,——the sky soaring higher and higher, like a great thin bubble of
flaky hues,——and, all about, nothing but the everlasting wash of waters
broke the sacred hush. And it seemed as if God had been with us, and
withdrawing we saw the trail of his splendid garments; and I remembered
the words mother had spoken to Dan once before, and why couldn’t I leave
him in heavenly hands? And then it came into my heart to pray. I knew
I hadn’t any right to pray expecting to be heard; but yet mine would be
the prayer of the humble, and wasn’t Faith of as much consequence as a
sparrow? By and by, as we all sat leaning over the gunwale, the words
of a hymn that I’d heard at camp-meetings came into my mind, and I sang
them out, loud and clear. I always had a good voice, though Dan’d never
heard me do anything with it except hum little low things, putting mother
to sleep; but here I had a whole sky to sing in, and the hymns were
trumpet-calls. And one after another they kept thronging up, and there
was a rush of feeling in them that made you shiver, and as I sang them
they thrilled me through and through. Wide as the way before us was, it
seemed to widen; I felt myself journeying with some vast host towards
the city of God, and its light poured over us, and there was nothing but
joy and love and praise and exulting expectancy in my heart. And when
the hymn died on my lips because the words were too faint and the tune
was too weak for the ecstasy, and when the silence had soothed me back
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