With that it swept over him afresh, and he fell back. In a moment or two
he tried to rise, but he was weak as a child. He contrived to keep on his
elbow a moment, though, and to give a look out of the window.
“It came on to blow, didn’t it?” he asked; but there he sank down again.
“I can’t stay so!” he murmured soon. “I can’t stay so! Here,——I must tell
you. Georgie, get out the spy-glass, and go up on the roof and look over.
I’ve had a dream, I tell you! I’ve had a dream. Not that either,——but
it’s just stamped on me! It was like a storm,——and I dreamed that that
schooner——the Flyaway——had parted. And the half of her’s crashed down
just as she broke, and Faith and that man are high up on the bows in the
middle of the South Breaker! Make haste, Georgie! Christ! make haste!”
I flew to the drawers and opened them, and began to put the spy-glass
together. Suddenly he cried out again,——
“O, here’s where the fault was! What right had I ever to marry the child,
not loving her? I bound her! I crushed her! I stifled her! If she lives,
it is my sin; if she dies, I murder her!”
He hid his face, as he spoke, so that his voice came thick, and great
choking groans rent their way up from his heart.
All at once, as I looked up, there stood mother, in her long white gown,
beside the bed, and bending over and taking Dan’s hot head in her two
hands.
“Behold, He cometh with clouds!” she whispered.
It always did seem to me as if mother had the imposition of
hands,——perhaps every one feels just so about their mother,——but only her
touch always lightens an ache for me, whether it’s in the heart or the
head.
“O Aunt Rhody,” said Dan, looking up in her face with his distracted
eyes, “can’t you help me?”
“I will lift up mine eyes unto the hills, from whence cometh my help,”
said mother.
“There’s no help there!” called Dan. “There’s no God there! He wouldn’t
have let a little child run into her damnation!”
“Hush, hush, Dan!” murmured mother. “Faith never can have been at sea in
such a night as this, and not have felt God’s hand snatching her out of
sin. If she lives, she’s a changed woman; and if she dies, her soul is
whitened and fit to walk with saints. Through much tribulation.”
“Yes, yes,” muttered father, in the room beyond, spitting on his hands,
as if he were going to take hold of the truth by the handle,——“it’s best
to clean up a thing with the first spot, and not wait for it to get all
rusty with crime.”
“And he!” said Dan,——“and he,——that man,——Gabriel!”
“Between the saddle and the ground
If mercy’s asked, mercy’s found,”
said I.
“Are you there yet, Georgie?” he cried, turning to me. “Here! I’ll go
myself!” But he only stumbled and fell on the bed again.
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