O, I hated to go up those stairs, to mount that ladder, to open the
scuttle! And once there, I waited and waited before I dared to look. The
night had unnerved me. At length I fixed the glass. I swept the broad
swollen stream, to the yellowing woods, and over the meadows, where a
pale transient beam crept under and pried up the haycocks,——the smoke
that began to curl from the chimneys and fall as soon,——the mists blowing
off from Indian Hill, but brooding blue and dense down, the turnpike, and
burying the red spark of the moon, that smothered like a half-dead coal
in her ashes,——anywhere, anywhere but that spot! I don’t know why it was,
but I couldn’t level the glass there,——my arm would fall, my eye haze.
Finally I brought it round nearer and tried again. Everywhere, as far as
your eye could reach, the sea was yeasty and white with froth, and great
streaks of it were setting up the inky river, and against it there were
the twin lighthouses quivering their little yellow rays as if to mock
the dawn, and far out on the edge of day the great light at the Isles of
Shoals blinked and blinked, crimson and gold, fainter and fainter, and
lost at last. It was no use, I didn’t dare point it, my hand trembled so
I could see nothing plain, when suddenly an engine went thundering over
the bridge and startled me into stillness. The tube slung in my hold and
steadied against the chimney, and there——What was it in the field? what
ghastly picture?
The glass crashed from my hand, and I staggered shrieking down the ladder.
The sound wasn’t well through my lips, when the door slammed, and Dan had
darted out of the house and to the shore. I after him. There was a knot
sitting and standing round there in the gray, shivering, with their hands
in their pockets and their pipes set in their teeth; but the gloom was on
them as well, and the pipes went out between the puffs.
“Where’s Dennis’s boat?” Dan demanded, as he strode.
“The six-oar’s all the one not——”
“The six-oar I want. Who goes with me?”
There wasn’t a soul in the ward but would have followed Dan’s lead to
the end of the world and jumped off; and before I could tell their names
there were three men on the thwart, six oars in the air, Dan stood in the
bows, a word from him, and they shot away.
I watched while I could see, and then in and up to the attic, forgetting
to put mother in her bed, forgetting all things but the one. And there
lay the glass broken. I sat awhile with the pieces in my hand, as if I’d
lost a kingdom; then down, and mechanically put things to rights, and
made mother comfortable,——and she’s never stood on her feet from that day
to this. At last I seated myself before the fire, and stared into it to
blinding.
“Won’t some one lend you a glass, Georgie?” said mother.
“Of course they will!” I cried,——for, you see, I hadn’t a wit of my
own,——and I ran out.
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