“Father of mercies!” said he, “forgive these tears; assist thy servant
to lift up his soul to thee, to lift to thee the souls of thy people.
My friends, it is good so to do; at all seasons it is good; but in the
days of our distress, what a privilege it is! Well saith the sacred book,
‘Trust in the Lord; at all times trust in the Lord!’ When every other
support fails us, when the fountains of worldly comfort are dried up,
let us then seek those living waters which flow from the throne of God.
’Tis only from the belief of the goodness and wisdom of a Supreme Being
that our calamities can be borne in that manner which becomes a man.
Human wisdom is here of little use; for, in proportion as it bestows
comfort, it represses feeling, without which we may cease to be hurt by
calamity, but we shall also cease to enjoy happiness. I will not bid
you be insensible, my friends. I cannot, if I would.” His tears flowed
afresh. “I feel too much myself, and I am not ashamed of my feelings; but
therefore may I the more willingly be heard; therefore have I prayed God
to give me strength to speak to you, to direct you to him, not with empty
words, but with these tears, not from speculation, but from experience,
that while you see me suffer you may know also my consolation. You behold
the mourner of his only child, the last earthly stay and blessing of
his declining years. Such a child too! It becomes not me to speak of
her virtues; yet it is but gratitude to mention them, because they were
exerted toward myself. Not many days ago you saw her young, beautiful,
virtuous, and happy. Ye who are parents will judge of my felicity then;
ye will judge of my affliction now. But I look toward him who struck me;
I see the hand of a father amidst the chastenings of my God. Oh! could I
make you feel what it is to pour out the heart, when it is pressed down
with many sorrows, to pour it out with confidence to him in whose hands
are life and death, on whose power awaits all that the first enjoys,
and in contemplation of whom disappears all that the last can inflict.
For we are not as those who die without hope; we know that our Redeemer
liveth,—that we shall live with him, with our friends, his servants, in
that blessed land where sorrow is unknown, and happiness is endless as it
is perfect. Go, then, mourn not for me; I have not lost my child; but a
little while, and we shall meet again, never to be separated. But ye are
also my children: would ye that I should not grieve without comfort? So
live as she lived, that, when your death cometh, it may be the death of
the righteous, and your latter end like his.”
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