Meantime how was it with Bessie? How is it always with women when
those whom they love are charged with unworthiness? Do they exhibit
the “judicial mind”? Do they cautiously weigh the evidence and decide
according to it? The girl did not entertain the faintest supposition that
her lover could be guilty; she was no more capable of blackening his
character than she was capable of taking his life. She would not speak to
people who showed by word or look that they doubted his innocence. She
raged at a world which could be so stupid, so unjust, and so wicked as
to slander the good fame and threaten the life of one whom her heart had
crowned with more than human perfections.
But what availed all her confidence in his purity? There was the finger
of public suspicion pointed at him, and there was the hangman lying in
wait for his precious life. She was almost mad with shame, indignation,
grief, and terror. She rose as pale as a ghost from sleepless nights,
during which she had striven in vain to unravel this terrible mystery,
and prayed in vain that Heaven would revoke this unbearable calamity.
Day by day she visited her betrothed in his cell, and cheered him with
the sympathy of her trusting and loving soul. The conversations which
took place on these occasions were so naïve and childlike in their
honest utterance of emotion that I almost dread to record them, lest
the deliberate, unpalpitating sense of criticism should pronounce them
sickening, and mark them for ridicule.
“Darling,” she once said to him, “we must be married. Whether you are to
live or to die, I must be your wife.”
He knelt down and kissed the hem of her dress in adoration of such
self-sacrifice.
“Ah, my love, I never before knew what you were,” he whispered, as she
leaned forward, caught his head in her hands, dragged it into her lap,
and covered it with kisses and tears. “Ah, my love, you are too good.
I cannot accept such a sacrifice. When I am cleared publicly of this
horrible charge, then I will ask you once more if you dare be my wife.”
“Dare! O, how can you say such things!” she sobbed. “Don’t you know that
you are more to me than the whole universe? Don’t you know that I would
marry you, even if I knew you were guilty?”
There is no reasoning with this sublime passion of love, when it is truly
itself. There is no reasoning with it; and Heaven be thanked that it is
so! It is well to have one impulse in the world which has no egoism,
which rejoices in self-immolation for the sake of its object, which is
among emotions what a martyr is among men.
Foster’s response was worthy of the girl’s declaration. “My love,” he
whispered, “I have been bemoaning my ruined life, but I must bemoan it
no more. It is success enough for any man to be loved by you, and as you
love me.”
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