The morning of the fourth day dawned upon Vivenzio; but it was high noon
before his mind shook off its stupor, or he awoke to a full consciousness
of his situation. And what a fixed energy of despair sat upon his pale
features as he cast his eyes upwards, and gazed upon the THREE windows
that now alone remained! The three!—there were no more! and they seemed
to number his own allotted days. Slowly and calmly he next surveyed the
top and sides, and comprehended all the meaning of the diminished height
of the former, as well as of the gradual approximation of the latter. The
contracted dimensions of his mysterious prison were now too gross and
palpable to be the juggle of his heated imagination.
Still lost in wonder at the means, Vivenzio could put no cheat upon his
reason as to the end. By what horrible ingenuity it was contrived, that
walls and roofs and windows should thus silently and imperceptibly,
without noise and without motion, almost fold, as it were, within each
other, he knew not. He only knew they did so; and he vainly strove to
persuade himself it was the intention of the contriver to rack the
miserable wretch who might be immured there with anticipation merely of a
fate from which, in the very crisis of his agony, he was to be reprieved.
Gladly would he have clung even to this possibility, if his heart would
have let him; but he felt a dreadful assurance of its fallacy. And what
matchless inhumanity it was to doom the sufferer to such lingering
torments; to lead him day by day to so appalling a death, unsupported by
the consolations of religion, unvisited by any human being, abandoned to
himself, deserted of all, and denied even the sad privilege of knowing
that his cruel destiny would awaken pity! Alone he was to perish! Alone
he was to wait a slow-coming torture, whose most exquisite pangs would be
inflicted by that very solitude and that tardy coming.
“It is not death I fear,” he exclaimed, “but the death I must prepare
for! Methinks, too, I could meet even that, all horrible and revolting
as it is,—if it might overtake me now. But where shall I find fortitude
to tarry till it come? How can I outlive the three long days and nights
I have to live? There is no power within me to bid the hideous spectre
hence; none to make it familiar to my thoughts, or myself patient of
its errand. My thoughts rather will flee from me, and I grow mad in
looking at it. Oh! for a deep sleep to fall upon me! That so, in death’s
likeness, I might embrace death itself, and drink no more of the cup that
is presented to me than my fainting spirit has already tasted!”
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