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"But can't you imagine people of another caliber altogether
from us?"
"Perhaps I can, Nan... out what I mean is it's our fault, not the
fault of the century."
"What's our fault, Wenny?" asked Fanshaw smiling indulgently.
"That we are so damn rotten."
"But we're not. What we've lost in color and picturesqueness, we've
made up in ..."
"In sheepishness and cowardice, I'll grant you that."
"Now Wenny."
Wenny saw himself in bitter distortion, standing on a hydrant confessing
idiocies to crowds who wore his face as a mask on their own and bleated
like sheep, baa, baa, at every pause. It all dissolved into an obscene
muddle of leering faces. If I could only stop thinking.
They were cutting diagonally across the Common, under a hurrying sky lit
by a last mustard-green flare from the west. The electric signs along
Tremont Street bit icily through the lacy pattern of the stirring twigs
of trees. The wind was getting steadier and colder, occasionally shot
with a fine lash of snow.
"No, but we couldn't live without the ideal that somewhere at some time
people had found life a sweeter, stronger draught than we find it,"
Fanshaw was saying. "That the flatness of our lives hasn't been the rule
... I don't think the fault's with us at all, Wenny. I think we're great
people ... It's just this fearful environment we have to live down, the
narrowness of our families, our bringing up, the moral code and all
that. The people of the Renaissance were great because they lived in a
great period...."
"Well, we haven't had much chance yet; give us time, Wenny," said Nan.
"Time means nothing. You can't make Narcissus into the Prelude from
Tristan by working on it. The germ would be here."
"But we are learning, Wenny. Taught by our ideal of the past, of the
Greeks and the people of the Renaissance, we are learning to surround
ourselves with beautiful things, to live less ugly, money-grabbing
lives."
"Culture, you mean. God, I'd rather rot in Childs' dairy lunches.
Culture's mummifying the corpse with scented preservatives. Better let
it honestly putrefy, I say."
"And while we argue about how we ought to live, things muddle along,"
said Nan.
"And the months go by ... Look at me, I'm twenty-three years old and
I've done nothing ever, never anything of any sort," cried Wenny
savagely.
"But you're not even hatched yet, Wenny. Give yourself time ... When
you've got your M. A."
"Won't be any different ten years from now. I know it won't. You know
it won't."
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