Boston (Mass.) -- Fiction; Interpersonal relations -- Fiction
Fanshaw opened his eyes, stretched himself in bed, and was aware hazily
of luminous grey sheets of rain outside the window. He reached for his
watch and his glasses. Seven-forty-three; that means ten minutes more of
delicious languor. He took off his glasses again and lay staring at the
ceiling, happily thinking of nothing. The steam pipes were popping and
cracking, and there was a dribble of water from the bathroom. Ought to
have them fix that faucet. His mind was groping to remember what the
nine o'clock section meeting would be about. Fra Angelico, Lorenzo
Monaco, Gozzoli, names of Italian painters streamed through his head.
But we're through with them; must be about the Dutch, some Fleming. Why
cudgel his brains? This was April: April, May, June, then the treadmill
stopped. Freedom. Imagine living always free like a Chinese sage in a
hut of rice-matting beside a waterfall; to retire to an exquisite
pavillion ornamented with red and black lacquer, living on rice and tea
and trout from the stream. The mist steaming up out of the valleys and
the constant shimmer of moisture on the green, delicate leaves of ferns.
And Wenny for an attendant to carry the begging bowl, or Wenny, brown
from the sun, gleaming with sweat as he worked the rice fields with a
piece of scarlet cloth about his loins. Days eternal with quiet to
elaborate thoughts of such subtlety that ... How delicious to lie here
and let his mind ramble. And Nan. Only five thousand a year would do
amply for a villa in Italy somewhere, perhaps on the shore near
Sorrento. The old dream of love; roses handed over supper-tables at
Capri, on a terrace with low music ... Sweet and low, sweet and low,
wind of the western sea ... and the moon rising out of the dark sea. No,
Capri would be too crowded, full of noisy, fast people. A grey old house
somewhere with a courtyard. Mr. and Mrs. J. Fanshaw Macdougan, at home.
Nan the way she had looked that night at the fancy dress party at the
Logans, her hair caught back from her forehead under a jewelled net,
playing the violin in a long-raftered hall, a little musty with the
smell of the old incense-drenched tapestries, and through the windows in
great, cool gusts the smell of jessamine from the garden. Little trips
to hilltowns to look at frescoes, caffe con latte in station
restaurants, jokes about Karl Baedeker, a cab rattling pleasantly over
the cobblestones driven by a brown youth with a flower behind his ear...
Then he thought of his mother's wrinkled cheeks against the pillow and
the peevish lines at the ends of her mouth. Poor lamb.
He jumped up with a jerk and looked at his watch. Lord, a quarter past
eight. I shan't have time to shave. He ran, shivering a little, to shut
the window. What beastly weather to be having in April.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account