Boston (Mass.) -- Fiction; Interpersonal relations -- Fiction
Fanshaw sat stiffly in his chair looking out of the window at the sunny,
cloud-flecked sky. In his hands he was folding and unfolding the
newspaper Nan had dropped. His mind seethed with its phrases. Headlines
in the ornamental print of the magazine section danced and writhed and
squirmed mockingly through his head: Was it love lured young David
Wendell to his doom? Known to frequent low companions ... inveterate
slummer ... Despair over money matters or jilting by Back Bay girl led
him first to try to ship as a sailor and at last to that final orgy in a
foreign restaurant on Hanover Street... Victim of infatuation for some
beautiful flower of the slums ... I must get this out of my head or go
mad. Fanshaw started walking back and forth in front of the window
clasping and unclasping his hands behind his back.
Nan came back into the room, her face calmer, a little smile hovering
at the edges of her lips.
"I'd have just lain down on the floor and shrieked if Fitzie had
stayed any longer."
"She has the holy stupidity of an early Christian saint," said
Fanshaw. "But let's have some hot tea, Lord knows we'll need it."
"There's fresh hot water on the gas."
"I'll get it."
In the kitchenette he stood still a moment with the teakettle in his
hand. The smell of the Morgue, the old wax-faced man in uniform who led
the way down a grey passage, and Nan's heart beating madly against his
arm when they came to the slab where the body lay diminished and pitiful
under a sheet ... Fanshaw tried to rid his mind of the memory. The steam
from the kettle was scalding his hand. As he was leaning over to pour
some hot water into the pot, Nan looked up into his face from the
armchair and said:
"Do you feel this fearful ache, as if your head would burst with it
all?"
Fanshaw nodded quietly, poured himself some fresh tea, and went to sit
by the window. Wenny's face, when the sheet was pulled off, bruised and
mashed, the strange smiling look of the blue full lips, and his
shoulders rigid and calm like very old carved ivory.
"What have the people in the Fine Arts Department had to say about
all these beastly insinuations?"
"They've been extremely decent, as far as I know; of course the
University doesn't like one's getting in the papers."
"Poor little Wenny, even dead he gets us into scrapes."
"Doesn't it make you hate people?"
"I can't walk along the street without shuddering, Fanshaw... I'd always
thought of all the faces drifting by along the pavement, joggling
opposite you in trolley cars, as vaguely friendly and lovable; I wanted
to be part of them, to dive into the crowd like into a sea..."
"That was Wenny's idea."
"But now I know what swine they are. If they had a drop of human
kindness these hideous articles in the papers wouldn't be allowed."
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