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At the corner where he waited for the Brookline car some workmen were
repairing the track. Under baggy blue shirts the muscles of arms and
shoulders moved tautly. A smell of sweat and rank pipes came from them.
Wenny would have wanted to be one of them, redfaced spitting men with
skillful ugly hands. The men who had dug the grave had been like that,
men digging everywhere were like that; strange how through all the tense
idiocy of the funeral, and Wenny's father and mother very solemn and
professional, and the father's little speech to the effect that he
believed as he believed in God Almighty that his son had not died a
suicide but had been done to death by some low companion or other, he
had felt that the only people there Wenny would have liked were the two
hickory-faced men with spades who filled in the grave, their thick backs
bending and straightening as they shoveled in the reddish dirt. Fanshaw
suddenly pressed his lips hard together as he remembered the
undertaker's man in black broadcloth unscrewing the silver handles from
the coffin before it was lowered into the grave, and Wenny's father in
black broadcloth eloquently reading the burial service, and the rattle
of the first shovelfull of dirt and stones on the coffin.
The car stopped in front of him with a shriek of brakes.
Fanshaw sat stiffly in the rattling streetcar that smelt of cheap
perfume and overcoats and breathed out air, staring unseeing out of the
window.
"O, Muriel, isn't that suicide case dreadful?"
A girl's voice from the seat ahead roused him. Two blonde girls in
tamoshanters were bending over a newspaper.
"That boy never killed himself, I'm certain," said the other girl.
"Do you think he was murdered?"
"Yes, deary, I do, by the husband of the woman he had wronged ..."
"But, Muriel, he didn't wrong anybody ... He killed himself for
grief because a Back Bay beauty spurned his love."
"Lot o' piffle, that stuff ... I wouldn't kill myself for any man."
"O, but Muriel, you might. Think, if he was a duke or something in
disguise and dreadfully handsome, with curly hair and a strong, silent
face."
"Like fun I would. Have a peppermint."
"O, but Muriel, don't you think it would be just wonderful to have
something like that happen ... a suicide or something? Of course it'ld
be just terrible, but ..."
A smell of chewed peppermints filtered gradually back to Fanshaw. The
streetcar had speeded up noisily, so that he could no longer hear what
they were saying.
* * * *
"I wonder, Nan, if death doesn't make one feel how very acutely one is
alive, the thought of one's own death, or the death of someone beloved,"
Fanshaw said, turning suddenly to Nan, seeking out her eyes. It had been
on his tongue all day, but somehow he had not been able to say it till
now. He was tingling hot with the excitement of saying it.
"Or do you mean that we feel in ourselves the dead person alive?"
Nan's eyes flashed green in his.
"No, no, Wenny wouldn't have meant that."
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