Struggles and Triumphs: or, Forty Years' Recollections of P. T. BarnumBarnum, P. T. (Phineas Taylor)
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Struggles and Triumphs: or, Forty Years' Recollections of P. T. Barnum
Barnum, P. T. (Phineas Taylor)
Barnum, P. T. (Phineas Taylor), 1810-1891; Circus owners -- United States -- Biography
In our quiet and humble retreat, that which I most sincerely pray
for is tranquillity and contentment. I am sure that the remembrance
of the kindness of my Bridgeport neighbors will aid me in securing
these cherished blessings. No man who has not passed through
similar scenes can fully comprehend the misery which has been
crowded into the last few months of my life; but I have endeavored
to preserve my integrity, and I humbly hope and believe that I am
being taught humility and reliance upon Providence, which will yet
afford a thousand times more peace and true happiness than can be
acquired in the din, strife and turmoil, excitements and struggles
of this money-worshipping age. The man who coins his brain and
blood into gold, who wastes all of his time and thought upon the
almighty dollar, who looks no higher than blocks of houses, and
tracts of land, and whose iron chest is crammed with stocks and
mortgages tied up with his own heart-strings, may console himself
with the idea of safe investments, but he misses a pleasure which I
firmly believe this lesson was intended to secure to me, and which
it will secure if I can fully bring my mind to realize its wisdom.
I think I hear you say--
“When the devil was sick,
The devil a saint would be.
But when the devil got well,
The devil a saint was he.”
Granted, but, after all, the man who looks upon the loss of money
as anything compared to the loss of honor, or health, or
self-respect, or friends,--a man who can find no source of
happiness except in riches,--is to be pitied for his blindness. I
certainly feel that the loss of money, of home and my home
comforts, is dreadful,--that to be driven again to find a
resting-place away from those I love, and from where I had fondly
supposed I was to end my days, and where I had lavished time,
money, everything, to make my descent to the grave placid and
pleasant,--is, indeed, a severe lesson; but, after all, I firmly
believe it is for the best, and though my heart may break, I will
not repine.
I regret, beyond expression, that any man should be a loser for
having trusted to my name; it would not have been so, if I had not
myself been deceived. As it is, I am gratified in knowing that all
my individual obligations will be met. It would have been much
better if clock creditors had accepted the best offer that it was
in my power to make them; but it was not so to be. It is now too
late, and as I willingly give up all I possess, I can do no more.
Wherever my future lot may be cast, I shall ever fondly cherish the
kindness which I have always received from the citizens of
Bridgeport.
I am, my dear Sir, truly yours,
P. T. BARNUM.
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