Studies in the Psychology of Sex, Volume 3: Analysis of the Sexual Impulse; Love and Pain; The Sexual Impulse in WomenEllis, Havelock
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Studies in the Psychology of Sex, Volume 3: Analysis of the Sexual Impulse; Love and Pain; The Sexual Impulse in Women
Ellis, Havelock
Sex; Sex (Psychology)
In a case that has been reported to me, somewhat similar ideas
played a part. The subject is a tall, well-developed man, aged
28, delicate in childhood, but now normal in health and physical
condition, though not fond of athletics. His mental ability is
much above the average, especially in scientific directions; he
was brought up in narrow and strict religious views, but at an
early age developed agnostic views of his own.
From the age of 6, and perhaps earlier, he practised masturbation
almost every night. This was a habit which he carried on in all
innocence. It was as invariable a preliminary, he states, to
going to sleep as was lying down, and at this period he would
have felt no hesitation in telling all about it had the question
been asked. At the age of 12 or 13 he recognized the habit as
abnormal, and fear of ridicule then caused him to keep silence
and to avoid observation. In carrying it out he would lie on his
stomach with the penis directed downward, and not up, and the
thumb resting on the region above the root of the penis. There
was desire for micturition after the act, and when that was
satisfied sound sleep followed. When he realized that the habit
was abnormal he began to make efforts to discontinue it, and
these efforts have been continued up to the present. The chief
obstacle has been the difficulty of sleep without carrying out
the practice. Emissions first began to occur at the age of 13 and
at first caused some alarm. During the six following years
indulgence was irregular, sometimes occurring every other night
and sometimes with a week's intermission. Then at the age of 19
the habit was broken for a year, during which nocturnal emissions
took place during sleep about every three weeks. Since this,
shorter periods of non-indulgence have occurred, these periods
always coinciding with unusual mental or physical strain, as of
examinations. He has some degree of attraction for women; this is
strongest during cessation from masturbation and tends to
disappear when the habit is resumed. He has never had sexual
intercourse because he prefers his own method of gratification
and feels great abhorrence for professional prostitutes; he could
not afford to marry. Any indecency or immorality, except (he
observes) his own variety, disgusts him.
At the earliest period no mental images accompanied the act of
masturbation. At about the age of 8, however, sexual excitement
began to be constantly associated with ideas of being whipped. At
or soon after this age only the fear of disgrace prevented him
from committing serious childish offenses likely to be punished
by a good whipping. Parents and masters, however, seem to have
used corporal punishment very sparingly.
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