Studies in the Psychology of Sex, Volume 3: Analysis of the Sexual Impulse; Love and Pain; The Sexual Impulse in WomenEllis, Havelock
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Studies in the Psychology of Sex, Volume 3: Analysis of the Sexual Impulse; Love and Pain; The Sexual Impulse in Women
Ellis, Havelock
Sex; Sex (Psychology)
There have been vivid sexual dreams from about 17 (apparently
about the period of the relationship with the lover). These
dreams have not, however, had special reference to persons of
either sex.
Apart from the influence of books and pictures already mentioned,
she remarks that she is sexually affected by the personal odor of
a beloved person, but is not consciously affected by any other
odors.
HISTORY XI.--Widower, aged 40 years. Surgeon. "My experience of
sexual matters began early. When I was about 10 years of age a
boy friend who was staying with us told me that his sister made
him uncover his person, with which she played and encouraged him
to do the same for her. He said it was great fun, and suggested
that we should take two of my sisters into an old barn and repeat
his experience on them. This we did, and tried all we could to
have connection with them; they were nothing loath and did all
they could to help us, but nothing was effected and I experienced
no pleasure in it.
"When I went back to school I attracted the attention of one of
the big boys who slept in the same room with me; he came into my
bed and began to play with my member, saying that it was the
usual thing to do and would give me pleasure. I did not feel any
pleasure, but I liked the attention, and rather enjoyed playing
with his member, which was of large size, and surrounded by thick
pubic hair. After I had played with him for some time I was
surprised at his having an emission of sticky matter. Afterward
he rubbed me again, saying that if I let him do it long enough he
would produce the same substance from me. This he failed to do,
however, though he rubbed me long and frequently, on that and
many other occasions. I was very disappointed at not being able
to have an emission, and on every occasion that offered I
endeavored to excite myself to the extent of compassing this. I
used to ask to go out of school two or three times a day, and
retired to the closet, where I practised on myself most
diligently, but to no purpose, at that time, though I began to
have pleasurable emotions in the act.
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