Studies in the Psychology of Sex, Volume 3: Analysis of the Sexual Impulse; Love and Pain; The Sexual Impulse in WomenEllis, Havelock
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Studies in the Psychology of Sex, Volume 3: Analysis of the Sexual Impulse; Love and Pain; The Sexual Impulse in Women
Ellis, Havelock
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"Consequently he was in no danger of having dealings with
prostitutes. The preliminaries, the conversation of such women,
especially their drinking habits, would have been disgusting and
repugnant to him in the extreme. He would have shunned the
possibility of acquiring venereal disease like the plague. But he
was never free from solitary vice; he secretly envied those who
had occasions for coitus in what I may call a seemly and cleanly
manner, friends in the country with farm girls, etc., of whom he
had heard. He indulged also in lascivious reading, the obscene
when he could procure it, rather than the merely suggestive,
which has never been to his taste. He was familiar with quite a
large number of Latin and Greek indecent passages, knew the
broader farces of the _Canterbury Tales_ and of the _Decameron_,
and, later, the 'contes' of La Fontaine and the _Facetiæ_ of
Poggio. As Ste.-Beuve says of Gibbon, I think, he acquired an
'erudite and cold' sort of obscenity in this way.
"All this, of course, is only one half, and by no means always
the dominant half, of his nature. He was often repentant for
these delinquencies, and he was sincerely religious. He was also
fond of serious learning and contrived to take a first-class
university degree. Yet, ever and anon, the deeply sensual side of
his nature made itself felt. Scotched for a time it could be, but
killed never.
"Yet, I do not think it could be said that he had the sexual
instinct in any really high degree. It was more like a small fly
that makes a large buzz than any considerable factor in his
constitution. He had a companion about this time of whom such a
remark is even more true. This man's mind was replete with all
manner of risky stories, all sorts of sexual details. He would
take long walks with girls of loose character, talk with
prostitutes at home and abroad, and yet, I believe, he never
proceeded to coitus.
"Such then, was the subject of this notice up to the time of his
marriage. Two men, one might say, in one skin. One learned, one
merely obscene; one a pattern of decorousness, the other a
self-polluter.
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