Studies in the Psychology of Sex, Volume 5: Erotic Symbolism; The Mechanism of Detumescence; The Psychic State in PregnancyEllis, Havelock
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Studies in the Psychology of Sex, Volume 5: Erotic Symbolism; The Mechanism of Detumescence; The Psychic State in Pregnancy
Ellis, Havelock
Sex; Sex (Psychology)
Miss T. put in an appearance every day. She did not look so
innocent, but as it was no business of mine I did not trouble.
She seemed more attached to A. than ever.... A. was still very
loving with me, but it was an effort to me to keep up to her
pitch, and when A. proposed to go to Melbourne with Miss T, to
sell off the furniture before settling in Adelaide, I was rather
glad of the opportunity of abstaining from coitus and of watching
myself to see if I again improved. When A. and Miss T. came to
see me before going down to the steamer, A. was nearly crying and
Miss T., changed from the old welcome friend, was not only pale
and anxious, but looked guilty as if she had some treachery in
her mind; she could not meet my eye. I thought less of it then
than afterwards. And once more I took long walks at night and
rose early to catch the freshness of the mornings.
Some time before this I had read a book advocating a vegetarian
diet, and at this time I chanced to read Pater's beautiful "Denys
L'Auxerrois," the imaginary portrait of a young vine-dresser, who
was attractive beyond ordinary mortals and lived, until his fall
and deterioration, on fruit and water. The words, "a natural
simplicity in living" remained in my memory. I resolved to read
more carefully the book on scientific diet. Who can say, I
thought, what changes for the better may come to me if I live on
a strictly scientific and natural diet?
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