Marriage -- Fiction; Short stories, English; Wives -- Fiction
"Rosaleen," he said hoarsely, "you don't understand. You want to know
why I came here to-day? Well, I came to say that I am thinking of
leaving Market Dalling. I came to ask you if you are willing to come
back to me--to make a fresh start. You said just now that it was Market
Dalling and our life there that you hated--not me. I've had a very good
offer to go to South Africa, to Durban, and settle there. There's even a
house waiting for us, and a convent school for Rosy. But whether I go or
not depends on you, Rosaleen. If you are willing to come with us, we'll
all go together--if not, I mean to stay at Market Dalling."
Rosaleen remained quite still. She made no effort to move away from his
touch.
"Did you really come to ask me to do that, David, and that although you
think so ill of me?" There was a wondering doubt, a softer, kindlier
note, than Banfield had ever heard in his wife's voice.
He set his teeth and lied.
"Yes," he said, "that is why I came. Mary Scanlan gave me your address."
"Poor old Mary!" she exclaimed. "I suppose everyone at Market Dalling
thinks I'm a bad woman? Your sister, of course, always hoped that I was
a bad woman?"
She looked at him as if half expecting him to make some kind of denial.
But he remained silent. What answer, what denial could he make? Of
course, everyone at Market Dalling thought Rosaleen a bad woman. For the
matter of that, none of them had ever thought well of her, not even his
own people, not even his sister and her husband had made any attempt to
understand her.
Rosaleen's imprudent question made yet another matter, one which
Banfield had succeeded for a few moments in completely forgetting,
become once more very present to him. With a feeling of terrible
self-reproach there rose before him the helpless figure of Matilda
Wellow.
"It's not only you," he said slowly, "but I myself who need to make a
fresh start. I haven't so much right to blame you as you, Rosaleen,
perhaps think--for I myself did a very wrong, a wicked thing----"
She slipped away from under his hand and got up, facing him.
"It's absurd for you to say that," she exclaimed petulantly, "why, you
couldn't do anything wicked, David, if you tried! For the matter of
that, I never could see--I never have seen--why people are--why people
make----" she seemed to be seeking for a word, a phrase; and it was in a
whisper that she added the words, "beasts of themselves."
Banfield stared at her, not understanding; for the moment he was too
absorbed in his own feelings, in his own remorse, to take much heed of
what she was saying.
"Well?" he asked, "well, Rosaleen, shall we both forgive each other--and
make a fresh beginning?"
"Yes," she whispered, hanging her head as might have done a naughty
child. With a gesture of surrender, she held out her hands. "I'm ashamed
of what I did, David--and I'll try to be a better wife to you than I've
been up to now."
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