Children of the rich -- Fiction; Industrialists -- Fiction; Michigan -- Fiction; Political fiction
“Marie, can’t you—won’t you—take me into your life? Will you marry
me—very soon?”
“Marry you!” she said, in a whisper.
She looked about her as if searching for a way of escape. Then she stood
up abruptly and ran forward to the very peak of the little craft, and
crouched there on her knees, her chin in her hands, her eyes closed, or
opening to peer off across the reaches of the lake. Jim could see her
shiver now and again as though a chill wind blew over her. She did not
speak.
After a time he called to her.
“Marie, I did not mean to frighten you. I—I was abrupt—”
“You did not frighten me,” she said.
He plucked up heart. “I can’t come to you,” he said, yearningly. “I
can’t talk to you so far away. Won’t you come back to me?”
She shook her head. “Not now,” she said. “I—Oh, let me think. Let me be
quiet.”
He was patient. That much wisdom was given him in this hour. It grew
dusk. Jim could only see the dark huddle of her body beyond the mast. It
stirred. She was at his side again.
“You don’t love me. You can’t love me. I am not lovable, I know.”
“Your word shall be my law—except for this one time. I do love you.”
“No! No! It is pity, sympathy, something. I told you once what love
would be if it came to me. It would be no gentle thing. It would make
you hate me. You do not want my love.”
“It is the one thing I want.”
“I mustn’t,” she whispered to herself. “I mustn’t.” Then to Jim: “I
don’t love you. You would repent it if you had made me love you. While I
was up there”—she pointed to the bow—“I thought of marrying you—to
escape from Diversity. Yes, I thought of that—without love. But it
would be no escape. You are tied to Diversity. It would be the same as
before. I hate Diversity. It smothers me. If I loved you I wouldn’t
marry you. Diversity would stand between us.”
Jim sat quietly. He had no hope on which to base expectation of any
other answer. How could she love him? He had not tried to win her love;
had pounced suddenly with talk of love.
“How could you love me?” he said, repeating his thought. “But won’t you
let me work for your love? I should try to earn it. If love came you
would forget that Diversity was hateful to you. It would be a garden to
you as it is to me—for my love had blossomed there.”
“No,” she said, sharply. “If I worshiped you, and you asked me to live
in that miserable town, with its miserable people, I should refuse. It
would torture me, but I could not live there.”
“Think,” he urged. “Take time to think. This has come to you
unexpectedly. Wait before you set your will against my love. Give me my
chance.”
“No. You must not speak of it again. I am only an incident in your life.
Set me aside. Forget this afternoon. You must forget it.”
“You won’t consider? You won’t wait for another day’s judgment?”
“No.”
Jim turned away his face, turned it away from her lest the embers of the
sunset should show how gray, how tired, how discouraged it was.
“I—I’m sorry,” she said, softly.
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