Suffered in vain : $b or, A plaything of fateClay, Bertha M.
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Suffered in vain : $b or, A plaything of fate
Clay, Bertha M.
Dime novels; England -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Popular literature
In spite of his better sense, a sharp spasm of disappointment seized
the heart of Paul Desfrayne. He was, perhaps, worse placed than before.
Until now, he had given Lucia Guiscardini credit for being what
she really represented herself to be, and had imagined that balked
ambition rather than absolute wickedness had led to her vile deception
and iniquitous treachery toward himself. She had seemed a wild,
undisciplined creature, ignorant of the world and its ways, cold and
reserved except on a few occasions when she had permitted him to snatch
feverish kisses from her lips, and press her in his arms. But now, if
Gilardoni’s accusations were true, she was a crafty, evil, unscrupulous
woman, who had crushed an innocent man with the hope to step up into
wealth and power.
She was the wife of this servant, yet at any moment, did she so will,
she could claim to stand by the side of Captain Paul Desfrayne, whose
legal wife she was, until proof of a prior marriage could be obtained.
Wife of Paul Desfrayne, so proud of his untarnished family name and
descent, so adoringly fond of his mother, whose besetting sin was
family pride and love of the world’s homage.
“Destroyed the evidence of her first marriage!” Paul Desfrayne slowly
repeated. “I cannot understand you.”
“Sir, I will tell you the pitiful history. ’Tis not very long. As
children, Lucia and I were playmates. She was an imperious, overbearing
tyrant; but her beauty, her wiles, her artless ways, as they appeared
to be, gained for her complete dominion over my every thought and
action. I was some six or seven years her senior, and useful to
her--her slave, her jackall.
“She was an orphan, and lived with an old woman, some distant kind of
relation. I lost my parents when about eighteen or so, and was left my
own master. When Lucia was some ten or eleven years old, I resolved
that she, and none other, should be my wife at some future day. I told
her so many, many times, and she generally agreed, laughingly. When she
was sixteen, I found that I passionately loved her. Our future marriage
had been a kind of jest until then; but at last I discovered--or
fancied such to be the case--I took it into my head that I must obtain
her love, and make her my wife, or else my heart must break.
“I can scarcely conceive the wild state of my feelings _now_ when I
look back. I made a serious declaration of my love the day I gave
her this cross; I urged her to give me her promise, telling her how
madly I adored her, how rich I hoped to be some day by working hard,
and getting and saving money. She knew exactly how much I was worth.
She knew she would have her own way in everything--she knew how every
thought in my brain, every pulsation of my heart, was given to her.
“I was the best-circumstanced of those she had to choose from, and I
think--I believe--some beam of liking for me flickered in her cold
breast; but I don’t know. She decided to give me her promise.”
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