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Clay, Bertha M.
Dime novels; England -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Popular literature
“Word for word. It seems imprinted on my memory, and every sentence
seems still sounding in my ears. I suppose I was so startled that it
made a particular impression on me.”
“Shall I tell you what my opinion is? Probably within a few
days--perhaps to-morrow--you will learn the truth. But may I hazard a
guess?”
“Pray tell me what you think, my dear friend.”
Blanche fixed her eyes on the pale face of Lois.
“It is my belief,” she said, very slowly, speaking as if
deliberately--“it is my firm conviction that he is secretly married.”
Lois shrank back once more. Such an idea had not occurred to her; but
she could not refuse to see the probability of the suggestion. She was
unable to speak. Somehow, ice seemed to fall upon her heart.
“Secretly married!” she at length echoed faintly. “Why should he be
ashamed or afraid to acknowledge such a thing?”
“That remains to be seen,” replied Miss Dormer. “But I believe such
to be the fact. I have read and heard of many cases where gentlemen,
handsome and proud as Captain Desfrayne, have married persons whom they
had every reason to be ashamed of. But he may not be ashamed of his
marriage, my dear. There are many reasons why people conceal that they
are married.”
Long after Blanche quitted her, Lois remained gazing from her open
window, painfully meditating. He was perhaps, then, already married?
Tired, agitated, weak from fright and from the strain on her nervous
system, the young girl rested her head upon her hands, and a few tears
trickled over her fingers. She started up.
“What folly!” she muttered. “Why do I dwell so much on the words he
spoke to-night? What does it signify? I do not care for him. He is
a stranger to me, and likely to remain such. When I have been duly
informed of the reasons why he is unable to assist me in doubling my
fortune by marrying me, there will be an end of the matter. I am
almost sorry now I did not agree to Lady Quaintree’s suggestion, and
return to London to-morrow. Probably he will send a letter to her
ladyship by his servant some time to-morrow afternoon. I do not wish to
marry him. I will never marry any one I do not love, and I have never
yet seen any one I could really care for. I will go to bed, and get to
sleep, as I ought to have done about two hours ago.”
She did go to bed; but the effort to sleep was quite an abortive one.
Feverishly she turned from side to side, unable to rid herself of the
memory of those eloquent glances, those deeply regretful broken words,
those pathetic tones.
Until at last she arrived at the conclusion that she would willingly
have forfeited her newly acquired fortune never to have heard of or
seen Paul Desfrayne.
CHAPTER XX.
THE BREAK OF DAWN.
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