"I went close to the mirror, inspecting myself, grimly, piteously. I
do not understand it to this day. The girls do the same things to
themselves and they look wonderful,--never like that.
"I rubbed my lips with my fingers, and understood the moisture. I
examined my brows, and knew what the scratching meant. I shook the
pile of hair, and a shower of invisible hair pins rewarded me. I
brushed my fingers across my throat, and a cloud of powder wafted
outward.
"What does it say in the Bible about the way of the unrighteous? Well,
I know just as much about the subject as the Bible does, I think. For
a time I was speechless. I did not wish to blame my friends. But I
could not bear to think that any one should carry away such a vision of
one of father's daughters.
"'Take a good look at me please,' I said, laughing, at last, 'for you
will never see me again. I am Neptune's second daughter. I stepped
full-grown into the world to-night from the hands of my faithless
friends. Another step into my own room, and the lovely lady is gone
forever.'
"Andy understands me, and he laughed. But his mother still smiled the
clouded smile.
"I hurled myself into the depths of self-abasement. I spared no harsh
details. I told of the shampoo, and the candy on the window-ledge, the
magazine under the bed. Religiously I itemized every article on my
person, giving every one her proper due. Then I excused myself and
went up-stairs. I sneaked into my own room, removed the dream of Nile
green and lace and jumped up and down on it a few times, in stocking
feet, so the girls would not hear,--and relieved my feelings somewhat.
I think I had to resort to gold dust to resurrect my own
complexion,--not the best in the world perhaps, but mine, and I am for
it. I combed my hair. I donned my simple blue dress,--cost four-fifty
and Aunt Grace made it.' I wore my white kid slippers and stockings.
My re-debut--ever hear the word?--was worth the exertion. Andy's face
shone as he came to meet me. His mother did not know me.
"'I am Miss Starr,' I said. 'The one and only.'
"'Why, you sweet little thing,' she said, smiling, without the cloud.
"We went for a long drive, and had supper down-town at eleven o'clock,
and she kept me with her at the hotel all night. It was Saturday. I
slept with her and used all of her night things and toilet articles. I
told her about the magnificent stories I am going to write sometime,
and she told me what a darling Andy was when he was a baby, and between
you and me, I doubt if they have a million dollars to their name.
Honestly, Carol, they are just as nice as we are.
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