Connie talked very little that first afternoon. She watched the people
around her, and listened as they discussed the points of the horses,
the cowgirls and the jockeys with equal impartiality. She heard their
bets, their guttural grunts of disapproval with the judges' decisions,
their roars of satisfaction when the right horse won. She watched the
cowgirls, walking unconcernedly about the ring, flapping their
riding-whips against their leather boots. She watched the lithe-limbed
cowboys slouching not ungracefully around the nervous ponies, waving
their hats in greeting to their friends, calling loud jests to their
fellows in the cowboy band. How strange they were, how startlingly
human, and yet how thousand-miles removed.
Connie rebelled against it. They were folks. And so was Connie. The
thousand miles was a barrier, an injustice. In order to handle
literary material, she must get within touching distance of it. All
those notes she had collected so painstakingly were cold, inanimate.
In order to write of folks she must touch them, feel them, must know
they lived and breathed as she did. Why couldn't she get at
them,--folks, plain folks, and so was she. A slow fury rose up in her,
and she watched the great events Of the afternoon with resentful eyes.
Even when a man not entered for racing, swung over the railing into the
center field, and scrambled upon the bare back of King Devil, the wild
horse of the plains which had never yielded to man's bridling hand, and
was tossed and dragged and jerked and twisted, until it seemed there
could be no life left in him, yet who finally pulled the horse almost
by brute force into submission, while the spectators went wild, and
Julia screamed, and Carol sank breathless and white into her seat, and
David stood on the bench and yelled until Carol pulled him down,--even
then Connie could not get the feeling. She wanted to write these
people, to put them on paper, and she couldn't, because they were not
people to her, they were just "Good points."
Afterward, when they slowly made their way to the car, and drove home
to the Bijou again, Connie was still silent. She saw David comfortably
settled in the big chair on the sunny corner of the porch, with Carol
beside him and Julia romping on the lawn. Then she walked up and down
in front of the hotel. Finally she came back to the corner of the
porch.
"David," she said impetuously, "I've got to speak to one of them
myself." She waved a hand vaguely in the direction of the fair-grounds.
"One of them?" echoed David.
"Yes, one of those riders. I want to see if they can make me feel
anything. I want to find out if they are anything like other folks."
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