During their brief separations, she avalanched him with letters; some
furious, some imploring, some wildly affectionate, some drearily
commonplace. Here is an extract from one, displaying a fair sample of
her warmer moods:
It is nothing to you to have tamed the pride of such a woman as I,
and to have stretched me a suppliant at your feet? It is nothing
to you that I am dying of love?--torment of my life that you are!
He found himself unable to avoid accepting some of the numberless
hearts that were flung like roses at his feet. He could modulate
from one love affair to another as fleetly and as gracefully as
from one key to its remote neighbor.
Here, too, is the account given by a later chronicler of the
composer's meeting with George Sand:
One evening, as he was entering a house where a literary reception
was in progress, Chopin fancied he was pursued by a violet-scented
phantom. In superstitious fear, he would have left the house at
once, but friends who were with him laughed away his dread and
described the phenomenon as the fancy of a sick man's brain.
He entered the crowded salon and was forthwith presented to the
guest of honor, a swarthy and strange-looking woman--the premiere
novelist, Madame Dudevant--George Sand.
In his diary that same night Chopin wrote of his new acquaintance:
I do not like her face. There is something in it that repels me.
Yet within a day or so he was her adorer.
For a time all went as well as any love story could with such a
heroine. She gloried in her power to build up for the moment her
lover's waning strength. Her friends' praise of the feat was as music
to her. But she was not the type of woman who can forever wait
patiently upon a fretful convalescent's whims. Her self-sacrifice was
a flash, not a steady flame.
And in time she girded at the restraints of playing nurse and vitality
giver. Then, instead of boasting as before, she waxed complaining. She
told the world at large how exacting and cross and tiresome Chopin
was.
She once referred to him publicly as "that detestable invalid." She
announced that she was his ever-patient comrade and nurse. There is no
authority but hers to bear out the claim of patience. And so the
once-beautiful relationship dragged out its weary length until George
Sand could endure the strain no longer.
She deserted Chopin.
Not content with this final blow to the invalid who had loved her for
years, she continued to vilify him. Among her complaints was one that
has since passed, in slightly altered form, into a good old reliable
vaudeville wheeze. She wrote:
We never addressed a single reproach to each other except once.
And that was from the first to the last time we met.
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