British -- France -- Fiction; Diary fiction; Epistolary fiction; Household employees -- Fiction; Love stories; Young women -- Fiction
The Dupoiriers had made the villa beautifully sweet and clean in the
hope of attracting one more end-of-the-season tenant. There was hardly
anything that needed to be done. Madame has sent down a great hamper of
linen, and two baskets of provisions, and a pudgy little baby cask of
cider. And here we are.
Already the change has done me good. Sitting on the broad balcony,
between two tubs of bushy, bright-leaved euonymus, I am so near the sea
that, at the top of the tide, the spray kisses my cheeks. To come here
was an inspiration, every way. From a house of my own, I can manage
to-morrow’s happenings. To be mistress of a house helps me to be once
more mistress of myself. These wholesome, hearty breezes will blow away
the morbid nightmares of yesterday and the days before. I mean to go
back to where I stood a week ago. That is to say, having done my duty
by Susan, I mean to stand aloof and look on at the last act of the
comedy.
All this afternoon I have been healthily awake, and now I am healthily
drowsy. To-night I shall be like a child in a cradle, with the big soft
sea cooing me to sleep.
_Friday morning_.
If ever I cross to Sainte Véronique again, I shall come to the Villa and
not to the hotel. Last year, I hated the sight of the Villa standing up
gaunt and shadeless, with raw red walls, and a cold muddy-blue slate
roof. But, once inside, you are cheerfuller than in the hotel.
There’s another and a stronger reason. What was it that demoralized me
at the hotel and made me such an easy prey to mawkish fancies? It was
because I had nothing to do, nothing to supervise. The Villa is only a
big doll’s-house; but its toy duties and its miniature responsibilities
have stiffened my backbone already.
I have settled everything about Ruddington. When he reaches the hotel,
he will find a note from Susan. I can’t have him worrying us to-night.
He must cool his ardour till to-morrow. And he mustn’t stay longer than
Sunday, Thirty-six hours of it will be a long enough ordeal for poor
Susan. All that is needed at this stage is that they should come face
to face, and, as Susan says, decide whether they can put up with one
another. If he stays more than one clear day, they’ll be getting to
explanations and confidences, and it will all come out about my letters.
Unless there is mutual disenchantment (in which event Susan will send
him off at once) I will see him to-morrow, after lunch. As Susan’s
guardian, I shall have to sit in state and give him a gracious audience,
while he shyly unfolds his tale of love and proves the honourableness of
his intentions.
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