Napoleonic Wars, 1800-1815 -- Fiction; War stories
"Oh, yes, he is coming back. Sit down. Yes. It would be better. Sit
down. . . ." Cosmo sat down where he could see her admirable shoulders,
the roundness of her averted head, _coiffée en boucles_ and girt with a
gold circlet, the shadowy retreating view of her profile. The long
drapery of her train flowed to the ground in a dark blue shimmer. . . .
"He is inevitable. He has always been inevitable," came further from her
lips which he couldn't see, for the mirror above the mantelpiece
reflected nothing but her forehead with the gold mist of her hair above.
Cosmo remained silent. For nothing in the world would he have made a
sound. He held his breath with expectation; and in the extreme tension
of his whole being the lights grew dim around him, while her white
shoulders, the thick clustering curls, the arm on which she leaned, and
the other bare arm hanging inert by her side, seemed the only source of
light in the room.
"You don't know me at all," began the Countess de Montevesso. "I don't
charge you with forgetting; but the little you may remember of me cannot
be of any use. It is only natural that I should be a stranger to you.
But you cannot be a stranger to me. For one thing you were a boy and
then you were not a child of outcasts without a country, of refugees
with a ruined past and with no future. You were a young Latham, as
rooted in your native soil as the old trees of your park. Even then
there seemed to me something enviable about you."
She turned her head a little to glance at him. "You had no idea what it
was like after we had gone to London. My ignorance of the world was so
profound that I felt ill at ease in it. I hoped I had an attractive
face, but I only discovered that I was pretty from the remarks of the
people in the street I overheard. I spent my life by the side of my
mother's couch. I never went out except attended by my father or by
Aglae. My only amusement was to play a game of chess now and then with
an old doctor, also a refugee, who looked after my mother, or listen to
the conversation of the people who came to see us. Amongst them there
were all the prominent men and women of the old régime. Refugees. They
seldom spoke the truth to each other, and yet they were no more stupid
than the rest of the world. Nobody could be more good-natured and better
company, more frivolous or more inconsiderate. I have seen women of the
highest rank work ten hours a day to get bread for their children, but
they also slandered one another, told falsehoods about their conduct and
their work, and quarrelled among themselves in the style of washerwomen.
Morals were even looser than in the times before the Revolution. Manners
were forgotten. Every transgression was excused in those who were
regarded as good royalists. I don't mean this to apply to the great body
of the refugees. Some of them led irreproachable lives. Round our
Princes there were some most absurd intrigues. I didn't know much of all
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