Napoleonic Wars, 1800-1815 -- Fiction; War stories
Madame de Montevesso paused, looking at the white ashes in which the
sparks had not died out yet. "Yes," she went on, "I lived near Paris
through the whole time of the Empire. I had a charming house in the
country. Monsieur de Montevesso had established me in a style which he
considered worthy of himself if not of me. He could never forgive me for
being what I am. He was tolerated by the returned emigration for my
sake, but he grew weary of his own unhappiness and resolved to live by
himself in his own province where he could be a great personage. Perhaps
he is not altogether a bad man. He consented eagerly to my parents, who
had obtained permission to return to France, joining me in the country.
I tasted again some happiness in the peace of our semi-retired life and
in their affection. Our world was that of old society, the world of
returned nobles. They hated and despised the imperial power, but most of
them were ready to cringe before it. Yes, even the best were overawed by
the real might under the tinsel of that greatness. Our circle was very
small and composed of convinced royalists, but I could not share their
hatreds and their contempts. I felt myself a Frenchwoman. I had liberal
ideas. . . ."
She noticed Cosmo's eyes fixed on her with eager and friendly curiosity,
and paused with a faint smile.
"You understand me, Cosmo?" she asked. The latter gave a little nod
without detaching his eyes from the face which seemed to him to glow
with the light of generous feelings, but already Madame de Montevesso
was going on.
"I did not want to be patronized by all those returned duchesses who
wanted to teach me how to feel and how to behave. Their own behaviour
was a mixture of insolence and self-seeking before that government which
they feared and despised. I didn't fear it but neither could I despise
it. My heart was heavy during all those years but it was not downcast.
All Europe was aflame and the blaze scorched and dazzled and filled one
with awe and with forebodings; but then one always heard that fire
purifies all which it cannot destroy. The world would perhaps come out
better from it."
"Well, it's all over," said Cosmo, "and what has it done? The smoke
hangs about yet and I cannot see, but how do you feel?"
Madame de Montevesso, leaning on her elbow on the mantelpiece, with one
foot on the fender, looked down at the ashes in which a spark gleamed
here and there.
"I feel a little cold," she said, "and dazed perhaps. One doesn't know
where to look."
Cosmo got up and made a step forward. His voice, however, was subdued.
"Formerly there was a man."
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