Sussex Gorse: The Story of a FightKaye-Smith, Sheila
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Sussex Gorse: The Story of a Fight
Kaye-Smith, Sheila
Sussex (England) -- Fiction
The only disappointment was Rose's reception of his offer. At first she
was unaffectedly surprised. She had looked upon the whole affair as a
flirtation, of which she had had several, and had never expected it to
take such a serious turn.
Even when she had recovered from her surprise, she refused to give him
an answer. He became suddenly alarmed lest she thought him too old, and
pressing her for her reasons, found that the real matter was that she
did not want to sacrifice her freedom.
"Wot do you mean, sweetheart? Döan't you love me?"
"Of course I love you--but it doesn't follow I want to belong to you.
Can't we go on as we are?"
"You queer me, Rose. How can we go on as we are?--it's like walking on a
road that never leads nowhere."
"Well, that's very nice--I don't always want to go somewhere every time
I take a walk, I much prefer just wandering."
"I döan't."
"Because you're so practical and business-like, and I'm afraid you'd try
and make me practical and business-like too. That's why I said I wanted
to be free."
"You shall be free, Rose--I promise you. You shall do wotsumdever you
please."
"Absolutely 'wotsumdever'?"
"Yes--wudin reason, of course."
"Ah, that's it. Your reason mightn't be my reason."
"You wudn't find me unreasonable, dear."
"Well, I shall have to think it over."
She thought it over for two months, during which Reuben suffered all the
torments of his lot. She soon came to realise and appreciate her powers;
she dangled hopes and fears with equal zest before his eyes, she used
his anxieties to stoke the furnaces of his passion, till she had
betrayed him into blazes and explosions which he looked on afterwards
with uneasy shame.
Once in sick amazement at himself he took refuge at Cheat Land, and sat
for an hour in Alice Jury's kitchen, watching her sew. But the springs
of his confidence were dried, he could not tell Alice what he felt about
Rose. She knew, of course. All the neighbourhood knew he was in love
with Rose Lardner, and watched the progress of his courtship with covert
smiles.
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