Sussex Gorse: The Story of a FightKaye-Smith, Sheila
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Sussex Gorse: The Story of a Fight
Kaye-Smith, Sheila
Sussex (England) -- Fiction
"I don't want you."
"Yes you do."
"Kindly go at once, or I shall call someone."
"Rose!"
Once more she fell back into her state of terror and delight. His
coolness seemed to paralyse her--she could not act. She could only lie
and watch him, trembling. Why had he changed so?--he, who had never
faltered in his attitude of stiff respect under her most outrageous and
flirtatious digs.
"Rose," he said again, and his voice quivered as he said it, "you do
want me a liddle bit now."
"What--what makes you think so?"
He shrugged his shoulders--there must have been some foreign streak in
his yokel's blood.
"I döan't think it--I know. A year agone you dudn't want me, so I kipt
back, I wurn't a-going to mäake you suffer. You wur frightened of that
kiss...."
He had spoken it--her terror. "Don't!" she cried.
"You wur frightened, so I saw you wurn't ready, and I tried to mäake you
feel as naun had happened."
"Yes, I thought you were a gentleman," she said with a sudden rap of
anger.
"I äun't that. I'm just a poor labouring man, wot loves you, and wot you
love."
She tried to speak, but the words burnt up in her mouth.
"And a labouring man you love's worth more than a mäaster you döan't
love, I reckon."
She shrank back on the sofa, folding her arms over her breast and
gripping her shoulders.
"You needn't look so frightened. I'm only saying it. It wöan't mäake no
difference--unless you want it to."
"How dare you speak to me like this?"
"Because I see you're justabout miserable, and I thought I'd say as how
I'm beside you--only that."
"How--how d'you know I'm miserable?"
"Plain enough."
The sky had faded behind him and a crimson moon looked over his
shoulder.
"Plain enough," he repeated, "but you needn't be scared. I'll do naun
you döan't want; I'll come no nearer you than I am now--unless you call
me."
She burst into tears.
He did not move. His head and shoulders were now nothing but a dark
block against the purple and blue of the sky. The moon hung just above
him like a copper dish.
"Döan't cry," he said slowly--"I'm only looking in at the window."
She struggled to her feet, sobs shaking and tearing her, and stumbled
through the darkness to the door. Still sobbing she dragged herself
upstairs, clinging to the rail, and every now and then stopping and
bending double. Her loud sobs rang through the house, and soon the
womenfolk were about her, questioning her, soothing her, and in the end
putting her, still weeping, to bed. While outside in the barn Reuben
watched in agony beside a sick cow.
§ 16.
When late the next morning a woman ran out of the house into the
cow-stable, and told Reuben that his wife had given him a fine boy, he
merely groaned and shook his head.
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