Sweet Mace: A Sussex Legend of the Iron TimesFenn, George Manville
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Sweet Mace: A Sussex Legend of the Iron Times
Fenn, George Manville
Sussex (England) -- Fiction
"Perhaps shell never wear these gauds after all," muttered Janet, as she
went to the dressing-table and examined the presents Sir Mark had
brought, rich jewels some of them, with laces and ribbons enough for a
dozen weddings; but the white satin dress hanging across a chair was the
great attraction for Janet, with its puckers and folds, and great
stomacher dotted with pearls.
"It be brave!" she cried, as she went down upon her knees to gaze at it,
and lay portions of the skirt across her arm, or feel its softness
against her cheek.
And so the time glided on till the eve of the wedding, when, pale and
dark of eye with want of sleep, Mace felt that the excitement was more
than she could bear.
It was very terrible, she told herself, and again and again she asked
her conscience whether she was doing wisely in listening to Gil's
prayers. It was an act of disobedience to her father, whom she dearly
loved, and yet she felt that she clung to her lover more. But even now
she would, in obedience to her father's wishes, have refused Gil and
remained unwed. To be forced, though, to become the wife of one whom
she utterly detested she felt was impossible, and she knew that she must
go.
She had no one to counsel, none to take her part; and she knelt down and
sobbed bitterly as she thought of the mother who had been taken away so
long ago.
Then rising from her knees, quite calm and peaceful at heart, she sat
down in her sweet-scented old chamber waiting, for she told herself it
was inevitable, and that time would soften her father's anger, and all
be happiness once more.
"He feels it is for my welfare," she said, "but he does not know poor
Gil."
The whispered mention of Gil's name sent a thrill through her, and, with
a smile of hope and love upon her worn, pale face, she sat dreaming of
him, and mentally praying that no mishap might accompany their flight.
At last, feeling flushed and hot, she drank from the jug of water which
Janet had left unchanged.
There was a peculiar taste in it, but her thoughts were too much
occupied to pay much attention, and, taking her seat by the window, she
sat, watching the darkness coming on of this the last day in her old
home.
How the old happy hours of the past came back to torture her with their
recollections; and now she told herself it would have been better that
she should have died young, in peace and innocency, ere she knew the
bitter heart-grievings of the present. For in these last hours her
breast was racked by contending emotions; the love of parent fought hard
with the stronger, more engrossing love of the maiden for the man of her
choice, but the latter won.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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