Mysticism -- Fiction; Supernatural -- Fiction; Virginia -- Fiction
They sat in silence, watching the ships of the universe. At last said
the visitor: "I have been thinking a good deal about you down here by
this river, and about Drew, and of two or three things Mr. Curtin said
when he was at camp. So I came down. I have been thinking a good deal.
Look! there is Pleiades, a magic island in a sea. I have had my inklings
of the way currents arise in this world. Let's grant that it is a
universe of thought and will and feeling, and that, from ignoring as
much as we could that fact, and then from wondering about it, and then
from in some wise earning it, we begin to be it--"
"Just," said Linden. "Well?"
The other continued, "Once, when I was recovering from an illness, I
found or was found by--and I don't suppose the expressions matter--"
"No. They are distinctions without a difference."
"Once, then, I walked into a state of consciousness that transcended the
level that I had thought was the true level. I was there for it might be
five seconds of our time. But though again in mass we parted, there
remained an influence--like one of those rivers up there. The world has
never since been just the old world. But the main experience did not
repeat itself, though there have been times when I have met the shadows
of it. Until the other night. But I will come to that presently. Though
it was not repeated I have known ever since that there is a
consciousness as much above our usual one as the latter is above the
ape's. A consciousness that it is profoundly desirable to reach. Before
that moment I was like almost any European of say 1491. During it--for
that one minute--I was in America. After it, though I returned to
Europe, I could say, there is America!"
"Yes. Just."
"But I had fallen out of America and I could never get quite back,
though I often tried. And then the other night--"
He broke off, and seemed to ponder the sky. "I rode over from Rock
Mountain because the other night I had, not that first experience again,
but one that was again in America--New America. From what I have heard I
felt certain that this place knows these experiences. I wanted to
compare, and be confirmed. So I rode over." He was speaking to Linden.
"I had meant to ask to talk with you alone, but I see that there is
nothing here that jars or makes it difficult. It's a good place, this
bench, with the river sounding, and the clouds and the stars."
"There is just ourself here."
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