Mysticism -- Fiction; Supernatural -- Fiction; Virginia -- Fiction
"I was coming down from the top of Rock. I had had a still twenty
minutes there, watching the sunset. I had thought of nothing in
particular, only gathered rest. I was halfway down when this torrent
rose and overtook me. I stood still. I remember a pine tree, and beyond
that a great wash of sky. But I--I was in the torrent that now seemed
Ocean, and now seemed Air, and now was Fire. The combination called
Malcolm Smith was gone into that, like rain into sea or a candle flame
into sun. And yet--and that was the miracle of it--there was an I, only
it was oceanic, only it was the sun! It held in a sheaf, it sucked out
pith and marrow of all the small 'me's' in creation, and soared and
rang, an All-Person. But what are words? If I could give you that
sense--"
"Perhaps you do. As long ago we developed gesture in order faintly to
understand and be at one, and then developed speech, so now the Will
within is propelling and the Will within is receiving these mightier
waves. I feel what you would give. Go on."
"If I could find the words! I passed into a subtle consciousness that
went everywhere, and all our old time became space to it. There was
motion, as of all the winds of the world brought into one current--only
nor air nor fire is swift enough, vast enough! And yet you would say
'Quietude.' ... All the movements of our world penetrated, understood,
furthered--all the honey fields, all the bees, all the hives--and
Valhalla and Olympus and Paradise, where the honey is eaten! And it is
all a figure, but what will you have! I can but stammer. I have seen
home."
He rose, and walked up and down beneath the cedars. "I talk about it so
calmly, and yet all that I ever believed or hoped, all that I ever
thought or felt or did, is babyhood to that! I am patient, and that
astonishes me; I who am back at Malcolm Smith!"
"You are not wholly back. The rising pendulum swings, but now a great
part of you is above the old, lower range. And at the last not
anticipation, but reality, not light of home, but home!"
The river sounded, the stars shone in the upper rivers with the cloud
banks. The clouds made rivers, but, the clouds dissolved, there were no
more rivers, but Ocean, but Space, but the Eternal Fire!
"It is all I have to tell," said Smith. "It sank with long
reverberations, and there was the pine tree, and the camp below, and
Malcolm Smith."
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