Sweethearts at HomeCrockett, S. R. (Samuel Rutherford)
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Sweethearts at Home
Crockett, S. R. (Samuel Rutherford)
Girls -- Diaries
But he should have been cautious how he disposed of the letter--in the
fire, for choice. Only, you see, that was not Hugh John's way. He stuck
it in his pocket-book, and pulled it out with his handkerchief just in
time for Mrs. Nipper Donnan, on her way home with her groceries, to find
it. In the little skin-covered book (which had once been "imitation
shark"), wrapped in a piece of tissue-paper, was also the half of a
crooked sixpence.
Next morning but two, in far-away Paris, in front of a tall plastered
house with big barren windows, Miss Cecilia Carter, walking to and fro
with two of her companions, had an odd-looking, ill-addressed packet put
into her hand. She opened it with a little glow of expectation--and
there in her hand lay the other half of the crooked sixpence!
Cissy Carter did not faint. She did not cry out. There is no record,
even, that she went pale. At any rate the school registers bear out the
fact that a quarter of an hour after she took her lesson in "theory"
from the music-master, Herr Rohrs. She only felt that something had
broken within her--something not to be mended or ever set right,
something she could not even have the relief of speaking about as the
French girls did, rhapsodizing eternally about the officers who rode
past the gate, slacking the speed of their horses a little that they
might stare up the avenue along which the young girls walked
two-and-two, also on the look-out for them.
She had told Hugh John often just what had happened. She had cast it in
his face, when the pretty spite of her temper got the better of her,
that, some day or other, it would come to this. But in her heart of
hearts she had never really thought so for a moment.
Hugh John untrue! Oh, no! _That_ was impossible! It did not enter into
the scheme of things.
Yes, certainly, twice, in a fit of "the pet," she had sent hers back to
Hugh John. But this was different--oh, so different! How different, only
those who knew Hugh John could understand. When _he_ did such a thing,
he meant something by it. Hugh John had no silly flashes of temper--like
a girl--like her, Cissy Carter.
So she thought to herself as she went about her work, the rodent which
we children call the "Sorrow Rat" gnawing all day at her heart, the
noise of the class-rooms, ordinarily so deafening, dull and distant in
her ear.
All over! Yes, it was all over. Hugh John had wished it so, and from
that, she well knew, there was no appeal! And there was (I know it well)
one sad little heart the more in that great city of Paris, where (if one
must believe the books) there are too many already.
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