"True enough," he replied. "We look up and down the street for it, and
sometimes it is on our own doorsteps all the time. We say that we were
happy yesterday, and talk of happy days to come when to-day may be the
happiest of our lives. Some of us are not born for that ticket, and it's
human nature which shuts us out from it. Who knows, you and I may be
among the number."
"An auspicious thing to say, remembering that I am to be married next
month."
"Pardon me, I should not have said it. It's like one of your Lord
Salisbury's 'blazing indiscretions.' You are taking the line which your
welfare dictates that you shall take. You have thought this out for some
years, I don't doubt, and you say, there is just one man in the whole
world for you. Well, that's a bid for happiness any way. I'll put a
motto to it when I cable you on your wedding day."
He held out his hand, and she took it. Their eyes met, and he knew that
he read her story.
"The Temple," he said; "I guess you'll want me to help you open that. If
you do, I'll come."
"Shall I write to Charleston?"
"Yes, to Maryska de Paleologue, who is going to keep house for me."
Her hand fell from his and she said no more. The doors of the Temple
were already open that the hungry might enter in.
CHAPTER II
THE SHADOW IS LIFTED
I
When a woman has drifted into an engagement imposed upon her by years of
friendship, it is rare that she has the courage to break the bonds,
however irksome she may find them.
Gabrielle knew that she was drifting into this marriage with Harry
Lassett, and yet her will was paralysed. The baser appeal had passed as
a menacing wave upon a strange sea, and all that was left was the
troubled waters of the seemingly inevitable. Her love-making had been so
many hours of a dead passion, which no pretence could reanimate. She had
posed as the fond mistress of a man whom her coldness gradually repelled
until his pride revolted. Held in his arms, treated still as the child,
kissed upon her lips, all her sentiment appealed to by his ardour, she
tried to say that this was her destiny, beyond which she might not look.
Hundreds had drifted as she into that desert of the waters where no tide
of life emerges nor harbours of a man's love are to be found. She had
been tricked by circumstance, and delusion must be paid for by the
years.
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