He had been very proud of Gabrielle in the old days, and was proud still
in a vain boyish way. He knew that she was a beautiful woman, and could
suffer chagrin when he admitted that the measure of her intellect was
far beyond his own. A sportsman and little else, all this cant of
movements and causes and social creeds stirred him to ebullitions of
temper of which he was secretly ashamed. Nothing but the influence of
years forbade him to say that both of them had made a great mistake, and
that he must end it. He resolved to do so after Maryska's avowal, but
his courage was not responsive. He could not bring himself to what must
seem in Gabrielle's eyes but a vulgar affront upon her loyalty--and so
the days drifted. In the end he made up his mind to leave London for a
week or so and trust to new scenes for inspiration.
By all accounts John Faber was about to sail from England, and, having
altered his plans at the last moment, Maryska had been left with the
Silvesters--to her great grief but not to Gabrielle's dissatisfaction.
Harry knew little of the circumstances, for his friends at Hampstead
were secretive, and latterly had become unaccountably vague in all their
plans. That John Faber's departure was a great disappointment to them
Harry guessed, though his vanity suffered by the admission. He knew now
that things must come to a head between Gabrielle and himself directly
he returned to London, and the very fact kept him in Brighton. It would
have been good to be alone but for his longing after Maryska. He missed
her every minute of the day--there was hardly an hour from dawn to dark
when her image did not arise before him and her black eyes look into his
own.
Brighton had always interested him in the old time, but he found it
insupportably dull during this brief and almost penitential vacation.
His club, one of the "brainiest" in the country, as he used to boast
elsewhere, was filled by earnest men who could discuss nothing but the
passing of the frost and the danger which the country had escaped almost
miraculously. Standing upon the breezy front, where a warm south wind
rattled the windows of the old houses, it seemed impossible to believe
that a man might have picked ice from that very shore but a few short
weeks ago. Now Brighton was as ever a compound of stones and stucco; of
square lawns and of wide windows as methodical; of a tumbling sea, and
elderly gentlemen in weird waistcoats to gaze upon it.
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