"Do you suppose I am going back to that house? _Jamais de ma vie_--I am
here, and I shall stay. If you do not want me, please say so. I have
money and I shall do very well. It is there, and you can count it; the
American is my friend, and he has given me money always. So, you see, I
do not wish you to work for me; and when the money is all spent, I will
go out to the cafés and they will let me dance. Then we shall do very
well, you and I, Harry, but not in such an apartment as this. _Dio di mi
alma!_ was there ever so dreadful a lodging? And you have lived here
three whole days as the woman told me! Three days in such a
house--_madre mia_, what a life! But now we shall go away to the hotel
until the money is spent. Say that we shall go, and make me happy, for
you know that I could not live here. Will you not say it, Harry--please,
at once?"
She put her arms about his neck again and kissed him, while her round
eyes looked deeply into his own. He was her lover, and all her creed,
learned in the nomad's church, taught her that she was sacred to him and
he to her. Upon his side was the swift realisation that he must play the
game. He would take her back to London immediately. There was no
alternative.
"I'd say anything I could to please you, Maryska, but don't you see that
we must think of what other people will say? Why, we're not even
engaged, little Gipsy, and if we went to a hotel together, all the
idiots we know would shout at us. I can't have that for your sake. If we
were married, it would be different. Let's go to London at once, and
tell the Silvesters what we mean to do. Now, don't you see, it's the
very best thing we can do?"
She did not see, but sat there, a rueful picture, with fifty golden
sovereigns on the table beside her and all her worldly possessions in a
little unopened parcel. A terrible fear of the return to the gloomy
house in Hampstead consumed her. Her eyes filled with tears.
"I will never go back," she said coldly; "if you do not want me, Harry,
I will go where no one shall ever see me again. If you love me, why
cannot you marry me? I am ready to go to the priest this instant. _He_
said it was all d----d palaver, but I do not refuse to go because of
that. Take me now, and I will be your little gipsy wife. Do you not wish
it, Harry?"
Of course he wished it, and yet what should he say to her? Being a mere
man and knowing something of such a nature as this, her threat had a
meaning he did not dare to ignore. What if she refused to go to London
with him? Would people blame him? He heard already the horrible malice
of those who would declare that he had decoyed her from her home. The
world, so far as it concerned him, would say that he was a scoundrel;
his whole life had taught him to care for such censure when the greater
issues were at stake. Oh! she had put him in a pretty fix; and yet he
loved her and had discovered that he could not leave her though ten
thousand railed upon him.
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