American fiction -- 19th century; Dime novels; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Popular literature
For the first time since that horrible night that had freed him from
the hated fetters that bound him to the deformed maniac, he recalled
his freedom with a vague, wild rush of happiness at all that was
possible to him now, if only--if only that gaunt, black shadow of death
had not stretched out its dark wings over him.
The pang was sharp and bitter. He loved her, and to his fancy it seemed
as if fate had created this beautiful woman to be his wife. They had
been at war with each other, and yet his heart had gone out to her
with its whole freight of manly love and devotion. Must he die now and
leave her for some other happy man--Mr. Lane, perhaps, of whom he was
morbidly jealous?
A great longing for life took possession of him. Oh, if only he had
battled harder to save this existence, which now he prized so much! He
hated himself when he remembered that the physician had said that he
had recklessly flung away his life by his despondency and hopelessness.
He pressed closer in his the little hand, and looked yearningly into
the sweet girl-face with his hollow, burning, dark eyes.
“So you forgive me all?” he said, and she answered, gravely, “Yes, all!”
“Forgiveness is the boon we grant to death,” he said, mournfully. “But
if I were going to live, Aline, would you be less kind? Would you
refuse to forgive me then?”
He waited anxiously to hear what she would say, though he knew that
it could not greatly matter now whether she answered him yea or not.
It was too late now. He was drifting too near to the borders of the
Shadow-Land.
She looked at him with a faint, almost tender smile on her exquisite
red mouth.
“I would forgive you if you lived just as freely as I forgive you
dying,” she answered. “You have made all the atonement you could, and I
thank you and bless you for it.”
“You know all; they have told you all,” he said, with a faint flush
creeping into his wan cheeks.
“Yes. I have heard all. It was very hard for you, Mr. Delaney. You must
have been half mad with your trouble; so I forgive you now all that you
have made me suffer. Perhaps it will make your dying-bed easier,” said
Aline, with the wonderful pity and forgiveness of a true woman’s heart.
“Easier!” he repeated, with a groan, and she did not know that it only
made it harder. “For if I lived, and she forgave me, I might win her
yet,” he said to himself. “Oh, how hard it is to die knowing all this!”
The door opened softly, and the nurse entered with the inevitable tea
and toast. She laid fresh coal on the fire and lighted the lamp. Then
she nodded at Miss Rodney, with a smile.
“He will get well, now that you have come back and forgiven him,” she
said.
“I hope that he may,” Aline answered, with frank simplicity.
And again she did not know how much harder these words of hers made it
for the man who knew that he was sinking daily in the Valley of the
Shadow of Death.
“What would I not give to live?” he inwardly groaned.
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