Sylvia & Michael: The later adventures of Sylvia ScarlettMacKenzie, Compton
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Sylvia & Michael: The later adventures of Sylvia Scarlett
MacKenzie, Compton
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raining diamonds into the pale-blue water--that so poignantly English
seaside smell of salt sand and pears in paper bags, of muslin frocks and
dusty shrubs and warm asphalt. It might be such a day in England now,
such a day at Eastbourne or Hastings. The notion of enduring any longer
these flat Rumanian fields, this restless and uncertain existence upon
the fringe of reality, this pilgrimage in charge of a butterfly that
must soon or late be caught, clouded her imagination.
"In seeking to direct Queenie's course I am doing something that is
contrary to my dearest theory of behavior. When I met her again at Jassy
I was in an abnormal and hysterical condition. The sense of having
failed myself led me to seize desperately upon her salvation to justify
this long withdrawal from the activity of my own world. This world of
gipsies is no longer my world. Why, I believe that the real reason I
feel annoyed with Philip is because, having roused in me a sense of my
unsuitableness to my present conditions and actions, he does not trouble
to understand the effect that talking to him had upon me. Here I am at
thirty-two thinking like an _exaltée_ school-girl. Thirty-two! Just when
I ought to be making the most tremendous efforts to anchor myself to
some stable society that will carry me through the years to come, the
years that without intellectual and spiritual pleasures will be nothing
but a purgatory for my youth, I find myself more hopelessly adrift than
ever before. It will end in my becoming a contemplative nun in one last
desperate struggle to avoid futility. It is a tragedy for the man or
woman who realizes futility without being able to escape from it. That's
where the Middle Ages were wiser than we. Futility was impossible then.
That's where we suffer from that ponderous bog of Victorianism. When one
pauses to meditate upon the crimes of the Victorian era! And it's
impossible not to dread a revival of Victorianism after this war. It's
obvious that unless we defeat the Teuton quickly--and there's no sign of
it--we shall be Teutonized in order to do it. And then indeed, O grave
where is thy victory? Will the Keltic blood in England be enough to save
her in ten years' time from a base alliance with these infernal Germans
in order that the two stupidest nations in the world may combine to
overlay it? Will this war at last bring home to Europe the sin of
handing herself over to lawyers? Better the Middle Ages priest-ridden
than To-day lawyer-ridden. At least if we are going to pay these rascals
who exploit their country, let us have it well exploited. Don't let us
call in one political plumber after another whose only object is to
muddle the state for his successor to muddle it still more that he may
be called in again to muddle it again--and muddle--and muddle eternally!
When one reads in the papers the speeches of politicians, of what can
one be reminded but of children playing cat's-cradle over the tortured
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