Sylvia & Michael: The later adventures of Sylvia ScarlettMacKenzie, Compton
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Sylvia & Michael: The later adventures of Sylvia Scarlett
MacKenzie, Compton
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"You have your mother--his mother--to think of. You have your son,"
Sylvia argued.
"Neither mother nor son could be any excuse for leaving Michael at such
a moment."
"Certainly not, if you could not find a substitute. But I shall stay
here in any case, and you've no right to desert other obligations,"
Sylvia affirmed.
"You're talking to me in a ridiculous way. There is only one obligation,
which is to him."
"Do you think you can do more for him than I can do?" Sylvia challenged.
"You can do less. You have already had the fearful strain of getting him
here from the north. You are worn out. You are not fit to nurse him as
he must be nursed. You are not fit to deal with the Bulgarians when they
come. You are already breaking down. Why, there is no force in your
arguments! They are as tame and conventional as if you were inventing an
excuse to break a social engagement."
"But by what right do you make this--this violent demand?" asked the
other.
There suddenly came over Sylvia the futility of discussing the question
in this fashion: this flickering room, echoing faintly to the shouts of
the affrighted fugitives in the distance, lacked any atmosphere to hide
the truth, for which in its bareness and misery it seemed to cry aloud.
The question that his sister had put demanded an answer that would evade
nothing in the explanation of her request; and if that answer should
leave her soul stripped and desolate for the contemptuous regard of a
woman who could not comprehend, why then thus was her destiny written
and she should stand humiliated while the life that she had not been
great enough to seize passed out of her reach.
"If my demand is violent, my need is violent," she cried. "Once, in my
dressing-room--the only time we met--you told me that you half regretted
your rejection of art; you envied me my happiness in success. Your envy
seemed to me then the bitterest irony, for I could not find in art that
which I demanded. I have never found it until now in the chance to save
your brother's life. That is exaggerating, you'll say. Yet I do
believe--and if you could know my history you would believe it, too--I
do believe that my will can save him now not merely from death, but from
the captivity that will follow. I know what it feels like to recover
from this fever; and I know that he will not wish to see you and himself
prisoners. He will fret himself ill again about your position. I am
nothing to him. He will never know that we changed places deliberately.
He will accept me as a companion in misfortune, and I will give all that
love can give, love that feeds upon and inflames itself without
demanding fuel except from the heart of the one who loves. You cannot
refuse me now, my dear--so dear to me because you are his sister. You
cannot refuse me when I ask you to let me stay because I love him."
"Do you love Michael?" asked the other, wonderingly.
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