Sylvia & Michael: The later adventures of Sylvia ScarlettMacKenzie, Compton
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Sylvia & Michael: The later adventures of Sylvia Scarlett
MacKenzie, Compton
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Half an hour of strained indifference passed, and then the officer came
back with another who spoke English. Perhaps the consciousness of
speaking English well and fluently made the new-comer anxious to be
pleasant; one felt that he would have regarded it as a slight upon his
own proficiency to be rude or intransigent. Apart from his English there
was nothing remarkable in his appearance or his personality. He went
up-stairs and saw for himself Michael's condition, came down again with
Sylvia, and promised her that, if she would observe the rules imposed
upon the captured city, nothing within the extent of his influence
should be done to imperil the sick man's convalescence. Then, after
signing a number of forms that would enable her to move about in certain
areas to obtain provisions and to call upon medical help, he asked her
if she knew Sunbury-on-Thames. She replied in the negative, which seemed
to disappoint him. Whereupon she asked him if he knew Maidenhead, and he
brightened up again.
"I have had good days in the Thames," he said, and departed in a bright
cloud of riverside memories.
The next fortnight passed in a seclusion that was very dear to Sylvia.
The hours rolled along on the easy wheels of reminiscent conversations,
and Michael was gradually made aware of all her history. Yet at the end
of it, she told herself that he was aware of nothing except the voyages
of the body; of her soul's pilgrimage he was as ignorant as if they had
never met. She reproached herself for this and wanted to begin over
again the real history; but her own feelings toward him stood in the way
of frankness, and she feared to betray herself by the emotion that any
deliberate sincerity must have revealed. Yet, as she assured herself
rather bitterly, he was so obviously blind to anything but the
coincidence of their relationship that she might with impunity have
stripped her soul bare. It was unreasonable for her to resent his
showing himself more moved by the news of Hazlewood's death than by
anything in her own history, because anything in her own history that
might have moved him she had omitted, and his impression of her now must
be what his impression of her had been nine years ago--that of a hard
and cynical woman with a baffling capacity for practical kindliness. She
had often before been dismayed by a sense of life slipping out of her
reach, but she had never before been dismayed by the urgent escape of
hours and minutes. She had never before said _ruit hora_ with her will
to snatch the opportunity palsied, as if she stood panting in the
stifling impotence of a dream. Already he was able to walk about the
room, and, like all those who are recovering from a serious illness, was
performing little feats of agility with the objective self-absorption of
a child.
"Do people--or rather," she corrected herself, quickly, "does existence
seem something utterly different from what it was before you saw it fade
out from your consciousness at Kragujevatz?"
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