Sylvia & Michael: The later adventures of Sylvia ScarlettMacKenzie, Compton
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Sylvia & Michael: The later adventures of Sylvia Scarlett
MacKenzie, Compton
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During this period of seclusion Sylvia often had to encounter in its
various capacities the army of occupation, by which generally she was
treated with consideration and even with positive kindness. Nish had
been so completely evacuated that, after the medley which had thronged
the streets and squares, it now seemed strangely empty. The uniformity
of the Bulgarian characteristics added to the impression of violent
change; there was never a moment in which one could delude oneself with
the continuation of normal existence. At the end of the fortnight the
English-speaking officer came to make a visit of inspection in order to
give his advice at headquarters about the future of the prisoners.
Michael was still very weak, and looked a skeleton, so much so, indeed,
that the officer went off and fetched a squat little doctor to help his
deliberation; the latter recommended another week, and the prisoners
were once more left to themselves. Sylvia was half sorry for such
considerate action; the company of Michael which had seemed to promise
so much and had in fact yielded so little was beginning to fret her with
the ultimate futility of such an association. She resented the emotion
she had given to it in the prospect of a more definitely empty future
that was now opening before her, and she gave way to the reaction
against her exaggerated devotion by criticizing herself severely. The
supervention of such an attitude made irksome what had been so dear a
seclusion, and, going beyond self-criticism, she began to tell herself
that Michael was cold, inhuman, and remote; that she felt ill at ease
with him and unable to talk, and that the sooner their separation came
about the better. Perhaps she should be released, in which case she
should make her way back to England and become a nurse.
At the end of the third week Sylvia desperately tried to arrest the
precipitate hour.
"I think I suffer from a too rapid digestion," she announced.
He looked at her with a question in his eyes.
"You were talking to me the other day," she went on, "about your
contemplative experiences, and you were saying how entirely your purely
intellectual and spiritual progress conformed to the well-trodden
mystical way. You added, of course, that you did not wish to suggest any
comparison with the path of greater men, but, allowing for conventional
self-depreciation, you left me to suppose that you were content with
your achievement. At the moment war broke out you felt that you were
ripe for action, and instead of becoming a priest after those nine years
of contemplative preparation, you joined a hospital unit for Serbia. You
feel quite secure about the war; you accept your fever, your possible
internment for years in Bulgaria, and indeed anything that affects you
personally without the least regret. In fact, you're what an American
might call in tune with the infinite. I'm not! And it's all a matter of
digestion."
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