“I am not going to insult your ears,” he said, “with discussions of her
ideas. The proper person to settle such matters is a physician, and if
you wish Dr. Perrin to do so, he will tell you what he knows about the
case. But I wish you to realize somehow what this thing has meant to
me. I have managed to control myself----” He saw her shut her lips more
tightly. “The doctors tell me that I must not excite you. But picture
the situation. I come to my home, bowed down with grief for you and for
my child. And this mad woman thrusts herself forward, shoves aside your
aunt and your physicians, and comes in the launch to meet me at the
station. And then she accuses me of being criminally guilty of the
blindness of my child--of having wilfully deceived my wife! Think of
it--that is my welcome to my home!”
“Douglas,” she cried, wildly, “Mary Abbott would not have done such a
thing without reason----”
“I do not purpose to defend myself,” he said, coldly. “If you are bent
upon filling your mind with such matters, go to Dr. Perrin. He will
tell you that he, as a physician, knows that the charge against me is
preposterous. He will tell you that even granting that the cause of
the blindness is what Mrs. Abbott guesses, there are a thousand ways in
which such an infection can be contracted, which are perfectly innocent,
involving no guilt on the part of anyone. Every doctor knows that
drinking-cups, wash-basins, towels, even food, can be contaminated. He
knows that any person can bring the affliction into a home--servants,
nurses, even the doctors themselves. Has your mad woman friend told you
any of that?”
“She has told me nothing. You know that I have had no opportunity to
talk with her. I only know what the nurses believe----”
“They believe what Mrs. Abbott told them. That is absolutely all the
reason they have for believing anything!”
She did not take that quite as he expected. “So Mary Abbott _did_ tell
them!” she cried.
He hurried on: “The poisonous idea of a vulgar Socialist woman--this is
the thing upon which you base your suspicions of your husband!”
“Oh!” she whispered, half to herself. “Mary Abbott _did_ say it!”
“What if she did?”
“Oh, Douglas, Mary would never have said such a thing to a nurse unless
she had been certain of it!”
“Certain?” he broke out. “What certainty could she imagine she had?
She is a bitter, frantic woman--a divorced woman--who jumped to the
conclusion that pleased her, because it involved the humiliation of a
rich man.”
He went on, his voice trembling with suppressed passion: “When you know
the real truth, the thing becomes a nightmare. You, a delicate woman,
lying here helpless--the victim of a cruel misfortune, and with the
life of an afflicted infant depending upon your peace of mind. Your
physicians planning day and night to keep you quiet, to keep the
dreadful, unbearable truth from you----”
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