“You are asking right now to listen! And you would be influenced by
her--you could not help it, any more than you can help being distressed
about what she has already said. She intimated to Dr. Perrin that she
believed that I had been a man of depraved life, and that my wife and
child were now paying the penalty. How can I tell what vile stories
concerning me she may not have heard? How could I have any peace of mind
while I knew that she was free to pour them into your ear?”
Sylvia sat dumb with questions she would not utter, hovering on the tip
of her tongue.
He took her silence for acquiesence, and went on, quickly, “Let me give
you an illustration. A friend of mine whom you know well--I might as
well tell you his name, it was Freddie Atkins--was at supper with some
theatrical women; and one of them, not having any idea that Freddie knew
me, proceeded to talk about me, and how she had met me, and where we had
been together--about my yacht, and my castle in Scotland, and I don’t
know what all else. It seems that this woman had been my mistress for
several years; she told quite glibly about me and my habits. Freddie got
the woman’s picture, on some pretext or other, and brought it to me; I
had never laid eyes on her in my life. He could hardly believe it, and
to prove it to him I offered to meet the woman, under another name.
We sat in a restaurant, and she told the tale to Freddie and myself
together--until finally he burst out laughing, and told her who I was.”
He paused, to let this sink in. “Now, suppose your friend, Mary Abbott,
had met that woman! I don’t imagine she is particularly careful whom
she associates with; and suppose she had come and told you that she knew
such a woman--what would you have said? Can you deny that the tale would
have made an impression on you? Yet, I’ve not the least doubt there are
scores of women who made such tales about me a part of their stock in
trade; there are thousands of women whose fortunes would be made for
life if they could cause such a tale to be believed. And imagine how
well-informed they would be, if anyone were to ask them concerning
my habits, and the reason why our baby is blind! I tell you, when the
rumour concerning our child has begun to spread, there will be ten
thousand people in New York city who will know of first-hand, personal
knowledge exactly how it happened, and how you took it, and everything
that I said to you about it. There will be sneers in the society-papers,
from New York to San Francisco; and smooth-tongued gentlemen calling,
to give us hints that we can stop these sneers by purchasing a de-luxe
edition of a history of our ancestors for six thousand dollars. There
will be well-meaning and beautiful-souled people who will try to get
you to confide in them, and then use their knowledge of your domestic
unhappiness to blackmail you; there will be threats of law-suits from
people who will claim that they have contracted a disease from you
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