She sat, gazing at me resentfully. “I don’t know whether I ought to
trust you any more,” she said.
“Do what you please about that,” I replied. “I don’t want to urge you.”
She hesitated a bit longer, and then decided to throw herself upon my
mercy. They would not dare to carry out their threat, so long as Sylvia
had not found out the whole truth. So now she had come to beg me to tell
no more than I had already told. She was utterly abject about it. I had
pretended to be her friend, I had won her confidence and listened to her
confessions; how did I wish to ruin her utterly, to have her cast out on
the street?
Poor Claire! I said in the early part of my story that she understood
the language of idealism; but I wonder what I have told about her that
justifies this. The truth is, she was going down so fast that already
she seemed a different person; and she had been frightened by the
thin-lipped old family lawyer, so that she was incapable of even a
decent pretence.
“Claire,” I said, “there is no need for you to go on like this. I
have not the slightest intention of telling Sylvia about you. I cannot
imagine the circumstances that would make me want to tell her. Even if I
should do it, I would tell her in confidence, so that her husband would
never have any idea----”
She went almost wild at this. To imagine that a woman would keep such a
confidence! As if she would not throw it at her husband’s head the first
time they quarreled! Besides, if Sylvia knew this truth, she might leave
him; and if she left him, Claire’s hold on his money would be gone.
Over this money we had a long and lachrymose interview. And at the end
of it, there she sat gazing into space, baffled and bewildered. What
kind of a woman was I? How had I got to be the friend of Sylvia van
Tuiver? What had she seen in me, and what did I expect to get out of
her? I answered briefly; and suddenly Claire was overwhelmed by a rush
of curiosity--plain human curiosity. What was Sylvia like? Was she as
clever as they said? What was the baby like, and how was Sylvia taking
the misfortune? Could it really be true that I had been visiting the van
Tuivers in Florida, as old Rossiter Torrance had implied?
Needless to say, I did not answer these questions freely. And I really
think my visitor was more pained by my uncommunicativeness than she
was by my betrayal of her. It was interesting also to notice a subtle
difference in her treatment of me. Gone was the slight touch of
condescension, gone was most of the familiarity! I had become a
personage, a treasurer of high state secrets, an intimate of the great
ones! There must be something more to me than Claire had realized
before!
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