City and town life -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
The simplest process of ratiocination would lead to a realization of
the fact that though he was lonely and uncomfortable, he was not in
the least pathetic or sorry for himself. His normal mental and
physical structure kept him steady on his feet, and his practical and
unsentimental training, combining itself with a touch of iron which
centuries ago had expressed itself through some fighting Temple Barholm
and a medium of battle-axes, crossbows, and spears, did the rest.
“It'd take more than this to get me where I'd be down and out. I'm
feeling fine,” he said. “I believe I'll go and 'take a walk,' as Palford
says.”
The fog-wreaths in the park were floating away, and he went out grinning
and whistling, giving Burrill and the footman a nod as he passed them
with a springing young stride. He got the door open so quickly that he
left them behind him frustrated and staring at each other.
“It wasn't our fault,” said Burrill, gloomily. “He's never had a door
opened for him in his life. This won't do for me.”
He was away for about an hour, and came back in the best of spirits. He
had found out that there was something in “taking a walk” if a fellow
had nothing else to do. The park was “fine,” and he had never seen
anything like it. When there were leaves on the trees and the grass
and things were green, it would be better than Central Park itself.
You could have base-ball matches in it. What a cinch it would be if you
charged gate-money! But he supposed you couldn't if it belonged to you
and you had three hundred and fifty thousand a year. You had to get used
to that. But it did seem a fool business to have all that land and not
make a cent out of it. If it was just outside New York and you cut it
up into lots, you'd just pile it up. He was quite innocent--calamitously
innocent and commercial and awful in his views. Thoughts such as these
had been crammed into his brain by life ever since he had gone down the
staircase of the Brooklyn tenement with his twenty-five cents in his
ten-year-old hand.
The stillness of the house seemed to have accentuated itself when he
returned to it. His sense of it let him down a little as he entered. The
library was like a tomb--a comfortable luxurious tomb with a bright fire
in it. A new Punch and the morning papers had been laid upon a table
earlier in the day, and he sat down to look at them.
“I guess about fifty-seven or eight of the hundred and thirty-six hours
have gone by,” he said. “But, gee! ain't it lonesome!”
He sat so still trying to interest himself in “London Day by Day” in the
morning paper that the combination of his exercise in the fresh air and
the warmth of the fire made him drowsy. He leaned back in his chair and
closed his eyes without being aware that he did so. He was on the verge
of a doze.
He remained upon the verge for a few minutes, and then a soft, rustling
sound made him open his eyes.
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