City and town life -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
The presence of Miss Alicia, with the long-belated fashion of her
ringlets and her little cap, was delightful to him. He felt as though
he would like to take her in his arms and hug her. He thought perhaps
it was partly because she was a little like Ann, and kept repeating his
name in Ann's formal little way. Her delicate terror of presuming
or intruding he felt in its every shade. Mentally she touched him
enormously. He wanted to make her feel that she need not be afraid of
him in the least, that he liked her, that in his opinion she had more
right in the house than he had. He was a little frightened lest through
ignorance he should say things the wrong way, as he had said that thing
about wanting to know what she expected him to do. What he ought to have
said was, “You're not expecting me to let that sort of thing go on.”
It had made him sick when he saw what a break he'd made and that she
thought he was sort of insulting her. The room seemed all right now that
she was in it. Small and unassuming as she was, she seemed to make it
less over-sized. He didn't so much mind the loftiness of the ceiling,
the depth and size of the windows, and the walls covered with thousands
of books he knew nothing whatever about. The innumerable books had been
an oppressing feature. If he had been one of those “college guys” who
never could get enough of books, what a “cinch” the place would have
been for him--good as the Astor Library! He hadn't a word to say against
books,--good Lord! no;--but even if he'd had the education and the time
to read, he didn't believe he was naturally that kind, anyhow. You had
to be “that kind” to know about books. He didn't suppose she--meaning
Miss Alicia--was learned enough to make you throw a fit. She didn't look
that way, and he was mighty glad of it, because perhaps she wouldn't
like him much if she was. It would worry her when she tried to talk to
him and found out he didn't know a darned thing he ought to.
They'd get on together easier if they could just chin about common sort
of every-day things. But though she didn't look like the Vassar sort,
he guessed that she was not like himself: she had lived in libraries
before, and books didn't frighten her. She'd been born among people
who read lots of them and maybe could talk about them. That was why she
somehow seemed to fit into the room. He was aware that, timid as she was
and shabby as her neat dress looked, she fitted into the whole place, as
he did not. She'd been a poor relative and had been afraid to death of
old Temple Barholm, but she'd not been afraid of him because she wasn't
his sort. She was a lady; that was what was the matter with her. It was
what made things harder for her, too. It was what made her voice tremble
when she'd tried to seem so contented and polite when she'd talked about
going into one of those “decayed alms-houses.” As if the old ladies were
vegetables that had gone wrong, by gee! he thought.
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