City and town life -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
He had realized from the first that New York life had a singular
attraction for her. The unrelieved dullness of her life--those few
years of youth in which she had stifled vague longings for the joys
experienced by other girls; the years of middle age spent in the
dreary effort to be “submissive to the will of God,” which, honestly
translated, signified submission to the exactions and domestic tyrannies
of “dear papa” and others like him--had left her with her capacities for
pleasure as freshly sensitive as a child's. The smallest change in the
routine of existence thrilled her with excitement. Tembarom's casual
references to his strenuous boyhood caused her eyes to widen with
eagerness to hear more. Having seen this, he found keen delight in
telling her stories of New York life--stories of himself or of other
lads who had been his companions. She would drop her work and gaze at
him almost with bated breath. He was an excellent raconteur when he
talked of the things he knew well. He had an unconscious habit of
springing from his seat and acting his scenes as he depicted them,
laughing and using street-boy phrasing:
“It's just like a tale,” Miss Alicia would breathe, enraptured as he
jumped from one story to another. “It's exactly like a wonderful tale.”
She learned to know the New York streets when they blazed with heat,
when they were hard with frozen snow, when they were sloppy with melting
slush or bright with springtime sunshine and spring winds blowing, with
pretty women hurrying about in beflowered spring hats and dresses and
the exhilaration of the world-old springtime joy. She found herself
hurrying with them. She sometimes hung with him and his companions on
the railing outside dazzling restaurants where scores of gay people ate
rich food in the sight of their boyish ravenousness. She darted in and
out among horses and vehicles to find carriages after the theater or
opera, where everybody was dressed dazzlingly and diamonds glittered.
“Oh, how rich everybody must have seemed to you--how cruelly rich, poor
little boy!”
“They looked rich, right enough,” he answered when she said it. “And
there seemed a lot of good things to eat all corralled in a few places.
And you wished you could be let loose inside. But I don't know as it
seemed cruel. That was the way it was, you know, and you couldn't help
it. And there were places where they'd give away some of what was left.
I tell you, we were in luck then.”
There was some spirit in his telling it all--a spirit which had surely
been with him through his hardest days, a spirit of young mirth in
rags--which made her feel subconsciously that the whole experience had,
after all, been somehow of the nature of life's high adventure. He had
never been ill or heart-sick, and he laughed when he talked of it, as
though the remembrance was not a recalling of disaster.
“Clemmin' or no clemmin'. I wish I'd lived the loife tha's lived,”
Tummas Hibblethwaite had said.
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