City and town life -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
Before she was four the antagonism was mutual, and it increased with
years. The child was of a passionate nature, and had been born intensely
all her mother was not, and intensely not all her mother was. A
throw-back to some high-spirited and fiercely honest ancestor created in
her a fury at the sight of mean falsities and dishonors. Before she was
old enough to know the exact cause of her rage she was shaken by it. She
thought she had a bad temper, and was bad enough to hate her own mother
without being able to help it. As she grew older she found out that
she was not really so bad as she had thought, though she was obliged to
concede that nothing palliative could be said about the temper. It had
been violent from the first, and she had lived in an atmosphere which
infuriated it. She did not suppose such a thing could be controlled.
It sometimes frightened her. Had not the old Marquis of Norborough
been celebrated through his entire life for his furies? Was there not a
hushed-up rumor that he had once thrown a decanter at his wife, and so
nearly killed her that people had been asking one another in whispers if
a peer of the realm could be hanged. He had been born that way, so had
she. Her school-room days had been a horror to her, and also a terror,
because she had often almost flung ink-bottles and heavy rulers at her
silly, lying governesses, and once had dug a pair of scissors into one
sneaking old maid fool's arm when she had made her “see red” by her
ignoble trickeries. Perhaps she would be hanged some day herself. She
once prayed for a week that she might be made better tempered,--not that
she believed in prayer,--and of course nothing came of it.
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