City and town life -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
And it was all so young--and she met Jem! It was at a garden-party at
a lovely old house on the river, a place with celebrated gardens which
would always come back to her memory as a riot of roses. The frocks of
the people on the lawn looked as though they were made of the petals of
flowers, and a mad little haunting waltz was being played by the band,
and there under a great copper birch on the green velvet turf near her
stood Jem, looking at her with dark, liquid, slanting eyes! They were
only a few feet from each other,--and he looked, and she looked, and the
haunting, mad little waltz played on, and it was as though they had been
standing there since the world began, and nothing else was true.
Afterward nothing mattered to either of them. Lady Mallowe herself
ceased to count. Now and then the world stops for two people in this
unearthly fashion. At such times, as far as such a pair are concerned,
causes and effects cease. Her bad temper fled, and she knew she would
never feel its furious lash again.
With Jem looking at her with his glowing, drooping eyes, there would be
no reason for rage and shame. She confessed the temper to him and told
of her terror of it; he confessed to her his fondness for high play, and
they held each other's hands, not with sentimental youthful lightness,
but with the strong clasp of sworn comrades, and promised on honor that
they would stand by each other every hour of their lives against their
worst selves.
They would have kept the pact. Neither was a slight or dishonest
creature. The phase of life through which they passed is not a new
one, but it is not often so nearly an omnipotent power as was their
three-months' dream.
It lasted only that length of time. Then came the end of the world. Joan
did not look fresh in her second season, and before it was over men were
rather afraid of her. Because she was so young the freshness returned to
her cheek, but it never came back to her eyes.
What exactly had happened, or what she thought, it was impossible to
know. She had delicate, black brows, and between them appeared two
delicate, fierce lines. Her eyes were of a purplish-gray, “the color of
thunder,” a snubbed admirer had once said. Between their black lashes
they were more deeply thunder-colored. Her life with her mother was a
thing not to be spoken of. To the desperate girl's agony of rebellion
against the horror of fate Lady Mallowe's taunts and beratings were
devilish. There was a certain boudoir in the house in Hill Street which
was to Joan like the question chamber of the Inquisition. Shut up in it
together, the two went through scenes which in their cruelty would have
done credit to the Middle Ages. Lady Mallowe always locked the door to
prevent the unexpected entrance of a servant, but servants managed to
hover about it, because her ladyship frequently forgot caution so far as
to raise her voice at times, as ladies are not supposed to do.
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